I couldn't stop myself from devouring you.

XD

2008-05-03T04:46:51Z

well, i'm not dead, yet, but i had a close call. XD i broke my left wrist and typing is just way too hard for me at the moment. although i have been writing, it justs needs to be typed! in a month, i'm hoping i can get back to my computer activities again. *crosses fingers*

anyway, i have been on MAL = myanimelist.NET = since january and was completely sucked in. damn i guess i have to say that now anime and manga is an addiction for me. ^^ guess it's better than drugs. lol. you can check out my profile here. i don't even have all the anime and manga added yet. i'm so lazy! feel free to pm me. ^^ i've also just started a veoh.com account. in the future, i'm hoping to add some videos. i've been playing with the idea to upload some episodes but i'm still not sure since there are many on there already. >,<

i've also been completely engrossed in VAMPIRE KNIGHT. awesome awesome manga. the anime just started and is now up to four episodes. pretty good but i prefer the manga. although it is nice to see it animated. Hino-sama is a genius! i made a semi-quick gif. got some spoilers but you know i couldn't help it. :P

Indelible

2008-01-28T21:54:52Z

i've been crazy busy lately with my family. my sister is having her baby wednesday~! so i'm leaving early in the morning tomorrow. i'm not looking forward to the seven hour drive or the time with my family. it's hard to explain but sometimes we get on each other's nerves and time away will be hard to come by. i'll just have to rely on my good friends - the pen and paper. >,< [yay, lots of typing when i get home!] sometimes, i really hate it when my personal life interferes with my 'me-time'.

anyways, i wrote this late last night ~ or early this morning....whatever. i couldn't sleep until i got it down. it hasn't been through any beta yet, so be warned. i needed a break from the longer works that i have been doing - or not. this turned into about 14 pages (verdana 10).

Kagome is given a love tonic that, once digested, would cause her to fall madly in love with whoever she come in connected with next. If the relationship isn’t consummated within three days then the memories she had during that time would be erased as would the affection she held of whomever it was toward. [oneshot][S/K][NC-17]

-*-*-*-

Indelible
incapable of being forgotten; memorable

-*-*-*-

The moon was hidden behind dense fog as the lone figure made it’s way through the dense treetops. The target was miles away but within the hour it would only be feet.

Suddenly, a dark and heavy miasmaic stench suffocated the area as the figure clad in black gracefully landed on the ground below and in the middle of a battle between Inuyasha and one of Naraku’s puppets.

A loud scream pierced the air as the would be assassin lunged for the bamboo cloak. The short dagger torn through the fur before turning to ash.

A cackle echoed around them and faded away along with the poisonous gas.

Inuyasha growled and turned to the figure, noticing, for the first time, that it was a young girl.

Kagome rushed up, trying to sway the hanyou’s anger before she was distracted by the masked girl.

“Who the hell are you?”

“Inuyasha!” Kagome shouted at him as she placed herself between the two.

“Hi, my name’s Kagome. Who are you?”

A hand reached to pull the mask away from her face, revealing a youthful beauty with black hair and even darker eyes.

“My name is Himeko. I am after Naraku because he destroyed my village.”

The girl turned to Inuyasha as she spoke, “His head is mine.”

Kagome laughed a little as she waved her hands back and forth. “Come on, we’re all enemies of Naraku, can’t we just work together?”

“A ninja does not work with others.”

Sango and Miroku rushed up shouting. “Inuyasha!? Kagome!?”

“Over here,” the hanyou replied, as the duo appeared on Kirara.

Kagome turned to greet her friends while they looked on at the new comer. After introductions, the group set up camp and Kagome convinced Himeko stay and travel with them. They continued to follow Naraku’s scent west for four days, stopping a few hours before dusk to set up camp.

Less than two hours later, Inuyasha jumped up, startling everyone as he shouted orders. “Sango, Miroku, come with me. Himeko, stay and protect Kagome.”

Kagome grabbed his arm. “Wait, Inuyasha, what’s wrong?”

He looked to Himeko before replying. “I smell Naraku, but it’s not right,” he said as he shook his head. “We aren’t that close to him, yet his stench is overwhelming. It’s probably a trap, but I have to go look.”

He put his hand on Kagome’s shoulder. “That’s why I’m taking Miroku and Sango. Don’t worry, Himeko will be here with you.”

His eyes went to the young ninja. “Right? I’m depending on you, Himeko.”

She nodded. “I understand. I will not fail.”

“Good.” He turned and the group disappeared into the dark forest.

“Be careful, everyone.” However, Kagome’s whispered statement was lost on their ears.

“Kagome, why don’t we go check out that spring Inuyasha mentioned earlier. It will help you relax.”

“Thank you but I don’t know if taking a bath is what I should be doing right now.”

Himeko smiled. “I understand but you shouldn’t worry so much over your friends. It seems that they can take care of themselves.”

Kagome laughs a little. “You’re right, Himeko. Very well, I’ll take a bath.”

The priestess stood smiling, and feeling a little better, as she rummaged through her big yellow bag for her soap.

“I have a ginger tea that will help you relax and ease stress,” Himeko said as she put a pot on the fire.

“You don’t have to go to all that trouble.”

“It’s no trouble, Kagome. You deserve a break too.”

“Okay, thanks. Then I’ll be at the hot spring.”

“I’ll bring it to you,” Himeko smiled and waved as Kagome turned to corner.

As the water began boiling, she grabbed a cup that Kagome had set out, filling it with ground ginger tea leaves. After, reaching for a spoon, Himeko dipped out boiling water stirring it a few times before she sat the drink down. The girl then dug out a vile from a hidden pocket and unscrewed the lid before pouring the entire liquid into the glass, mixing it with the tea.

Himeko stood and followed the trail to the hot spring, less than ten feet away. She found Kagome slowly bathing with her back to the path.

“Kagome, here’s your tea. With a hot bath, it will definitely ease any troubles on your mind.”

“Thanks,” she replied as she took the cup, sipping the hot beverage gingerly. “Hmmm, it tastes delicious. Very sweet.”

Kagome looks at her as she sets the drink down on the rock with her clothes. “Aren’t you getting in?”

“I’m afraid I can’t. I must watch over you.”

She smiled. “Don’t worry, I’ll be at camp. It’s only a few feet away. I’ll get dinner ready while you finish.”

-*-*-*-

The nauseating odor of Naraku had caught the lord’s attention, and had only served to fuel his anger.

How dare that pathetic excuse of a hanyou think that he could just cut across my lands.

Although he did admit that it was curious, his main reason for pursuing the abomination was for the sole purpose of letting off some steam. Part of him realized that there was a slim chance that this really was</center>He changes gears so quickly, but that was a good point.</i>

“What were you drinking?”

“Drinking?”

He held his tongue. Did she have to repeat him?

“While you were bathing.”

Shock and embarrassment grabbed Kagome. “We-Were you watching me?” She squeaked.

“Just answer the question.”

She flustered. “I’m not sure. Himeko made it for me. It was delicious though.”

He took a hold of her shoulders. She smiled.

“You do not look worried over your friends.”

“I-I am. It’s just, I feel a little weird, I guess.”

He nodded.

“Will you let me stay with you?”

“You do not wish to return to Inuyasha?”

Kagome paused and her face wrinkled.

“Inuyasha? I-I-” she began before passing out in Sesshoumaru’s arms.

The demon sighed as he pulled the covers back and placed the woman underneath them. He then turned to call his healers in so they could begin to find out what she drank.

Several hours later, the many occupants that had gathered around the bed filed out of the dark lord’s bedroom. Sesshoumaru sighed. They had gotten all the clues they were going to get until she awoke.

Kagome calling out to him in her sleep was unnerving as it was, but then to have his healers and advisors hear it was worse. But they spoke the truth, he would have to wait and ask her.

-*-*-*-

Kagome’s eyes slowly fluttered opened. Hurt by the bright light pouring in from the open windows, she buried her head under the covers. The headache she had was quickly fading away. The woman faintly remember that there was something important that she had to be doing, but the sound of an opening door caught her attention as she peeked out to stare at the ‘intruder’.

Suddenly, everything around her faded and nothing else mattered.

“Sesshoumaru?”

He nodded as he sat on the bed, a tray of food in his hands. “I brought you lunch. It’s past one already.”

Her eyes focus on the food as it was placed in front of her then met his.

“I-I want-”

“You should eat first, “ he interrupts before standing. “I will send in clothes for you.”

She nodded and watched him leave. Still slightly confused, Kagome quickly ate the food before wrapping a sheet around her and washing her face. Another click of the door signaled her clothing and the maid helped her quickly dress.

The green kimono matched her perfectly. White and pink flowers adorned the gown with an overall pattern and it was tied with a white obi. Her hair was also done quickly as the young woman stuck four hairpins, with hanging jewels, to keep it up.

After, Kagome followed her outside to the gardens where she met Rin. The little girl triggered a flash in the woman and her thoughts begin to cloud before Sesshoumaru appeared by her side.

Her heart jumped and she could feel her nerves twitch.

He thanked the woman and she retreated as the child began talking about all the flowers she wanted to show him.

Kagome watched him as he gave the girl permission to pick them then scurry off. She smiled as she cocked her head.

“I have a feeling I know her.”

He glanced over at her and a strange awareness pulled at him.

He nods. “Her name is Rin, and yes, you have met her before.”

Sesshoumaru noticed her eyes glaze over as she begins to ger confused again.

“Then why did I say that? Why did I say I know you hate humans?”

He placed a hand on her head, then let it fall to her cheek, not sure where this gentle nature in him is coming from. “Don’t force it. Your memories will come back slowly.”

She smiled, her heart exploding in her chest. “Sesshoumaru, I want-”

“Do not say anything that you will regret later,” he interrupts. “Come, let’s join Rin.”

Kagome dismisses his statement as he pulled her down the hill.

The rest of the day flew by and by the time she realized it, it was time for bed. Her nerves had flared up as she waited all day for a chance alone to speak with Sesshoumaru. Once Rin was in bed, the woman was convinced that she could steal a few moments with him.

I want to tell him that I want to be by his side.

“Kagome,” he called, startling her. “Come this way.”

She nodded and followed him as he retreated the opposite way and then into a room. He was standing by the door when she entered and motioned her to the other room, ordering her to change and return.

Kagome nodded again, moving to the separate quarters. She heard the door shut as she disappeared into the dimly lit space. Seeing the slip on the bed, she changed and returned as requested to find Sesshoumaru with two wine cups.

He turned when she entered and held the glass out to her. “Drink this before bed.”

She was still a moment before nervously moving to retrieve the wine from his grasp. “What is it?”

“Something to help you sleep,” he replied as he drank part of his.

She nodded as she slowly tasted the liquid, surprised to find it sweet. “Hmm, it’s very sweet.”

He nodded as he sat his glass down then headed to the bedroom doors.

Kagome looked to her goblet before quickly downing more than half the glass, swiftly emptying hers. Once finished, she placed her cup beside his and then turned to head to the bedroom. After three steps, her world began spinning and she stumbled into Sesshoumaru, who was just inside.

Her ears caught a small chuckle as blue eyes tried to focus on his face.

“I guess I over did it a little.”

She smiled, not caring what it was but only how his eyes seemed to light up for a split second.

“Sesshoumaru...”

He turned to close the door before picking her up. “Let’s get you to bed.”

She smiled and closed her eyes, letting her head rest against his chest until the cold sheets and soft mattress jarred her out of her drunken daze. Her groggy eyes opened to see him moving away. With quick hands, she latched onto his silk robe.

“Sesshoumaru, do not leave me.”

“I was only turning out the light.” He moved to cut the lantern off, letting the room drown in darkness, before coming back to bed.

He could feel Kagome’s shivering form before his body felt the mattress. Instinctively, he pulled her closer. He was happy that he had decided to put her to sleep because he couldn’t take her throwing herself at him.

And especially in such a thin hiyoku.

Even though he knew that she was under a powerful spell, he refused to take advantage of the situation. He didn’t want to take advantage of Kagome. His brother’s wench.

Her gentle breathing filled his ears.

Yes, he wouldn’t take advantage of an unconscious woman.

This Sesshoumaru is not that low.

The demon laid awake for several hours later, more than content to listen to Kagome’s steady breathing and murmured sentences. Content to feel every time her lungs expanded for air. Content to feel her beating heart as it pumped precious blood through her veins.

Sesshoumaru never knew he could feel that content.

He also never knew when he had fallen asleep under the raven-haired maiden.

His dreams of watching her from afar had turned into something more intimate as he began to tear Kagome’s clothes off, and her pleading moans only excited him. His hands ran down her back to come up and cup both breasts, fondling her nipples with his forefingers as his tongue devoured her mouth, and whatever else his desired.

The feel and smell of her skin was scorched into his mind.

He could feel warm hands gently stroking him, teasing him. Then suddenly everything went into a hot wet fury.

Sesshoumaru’s eyes flew open as the rhythm continued on at a slightly faster pace. His dreams suddenly shattered. He looked down to see his robe open and Kagome greedily sucking on him. His eyes rolled back in his head as Sesshoumaru forced himself to sit up and literally pull Kagome off of his erection.

His wet dream had seemingly turned into reality, and he knew the moment he woke that it wasn’t going to be something he could control. She had driven him to the edge and his desire of her had become something that he could not predict. At this moment, Sesshoumaru wanted nothing more than to take her for himself, but the nagging feeling of guilt weighted at his heart, and in the end, he could do nothing but turn away from his own sexual desires.

He knew the potential dangers of such a concoction and never desired to make Kagome his in such a fashion. He had more pride than Naraku.

Kagome’s shocked expression hurt him as well. He could see the quiet doubt begin to roll in and dashed those thoughts away with a crushing kiss.

I will make sure that, even if she doesn’t remember, it will be the most pleasurable time in her life.

His weight caused them to topple over and Sesshoumaru took the opportunity to quickly untie her robe, slipping one hand under her panties while the other held hers above her head. Fingers found her sensitive spot and circled teasingly before entering.

She was wet and her moan fueled him on, but the demon had to remember to keep a hold on himself. He broke the kiss, golden eyes trained on the woman wigging under him. She was so feisty, and actually fighting him.

Deciding to push her, he smiled slightly as a third finger found her slick nub and feverishly stroked while his tongue flicked, then sucked her right nipple.

Kagome moaned uncontrollably as he switched to her left breast.

“Sesshoumaru.”

She could feel herself going to explode and was desperately wanting her legs free from his weight, squirming under him. He was teasing her so much and she wanted nothing more than to thrash about. She could feel the edge but he refused to let her go there.

“Sess...hou...ahhh...maru...”

A wicked smile crossed his features as he stopped his assault to look into her face. His hand never faltered, only slowed to prolong her ecstasy. Her beauty caught his breath. He licked his lips, dropping to her left ear to run his tongue lightly across her flesh, and letting his hot breath send shivers down her as he spoke. “I’m not done with you yet.”

Sesshoumaru could feel Kagome’s nipples on his chest as he slowly slide down, releasing her hands while removing the wet undergarment. His fingers lightly played with her as he lingered on the swell of her breast, using his teeth to nip here and there.

Kagome had all but entwined her hands in his hair, moaning for him to continue his exploration.

Sesshoumaru nipped his way past her belly-button as his bites went over the hip and then to the inner thigh and up. Her scent filled his nose and he didn’t hesitate a taste to see if her sweet smell was a lie.

His tongue slowly ran along her wet folds, and with each passing he teased it open, dipping his tongue in and out of her. While one hand played with a breast, the other would aid his mouth. Sesshoumaru was lost in devouring her in her last moments of bliss. She tasted like a honey-kissed kinmokusei.

After, the last bits of the drugged wine, mixed with their unexpected pleasure, put Kagome back to sleep and allowed the demon to leave her side to seek satisfaction that didn’t come with a high price.

Kagome awoke late that morning to a distant Sesshoumaru beside her. Her cheerful good morning was met with a nod as he quickly dressed himself.

“Sesshoumaru, is something wrong?” she asked as he finished and headed for the door.

“No, I just have a lot of work to do today. Rin will keep you company,” he said as the door shut behind him.

Once in his study, Sesshoumaru realized what was wrong, why he had been so cold to her. It was the third day. The last day she would be under the spell. And if he didn’t take her while she was under the influence, then their time together would be lost.

Instead her mind would be filled with Inuyasha and the possibility of losing her forever became crystal clear.

Who would have thought that three days would have done this to me?

The least he could do was make it as painless for Kagome as possible. He had a busy day planned for her, and he was sure Rin and Jaken could keep her preoccupied. The problem was getting Sesshoumaru‘s mind off her.

Unable to concentrate, he took a break an hour before lunch, wondering into the back of the castle where the gardens Rin played in the mornings could be seen. He stood inside the large study room watching as Kagome interacted with Rin. After five minutes, he was disgusted with himself and retreated back to his office to do work.

At the sound of the lunch bell, Kagome and Rin filed into the kitchen, ready to help take plates out to the large table. Half-way through the preparations, the lord entered and immediately took his seat. They locked eyes and Kagome smiled but he turned away and avoided her gaze.

As they sat down, Rin began the conversation, cutting the air that was full of tension. Kagome was upset and nervous, not understanding what she had done to cause this cold and aloof nature. He barely touched his food and left after only fifteen minutes, saying that it had important disputes between villages that needed his immediate attention.

Though Kagome had her doubts, she didn’t speak against him and was left to wonder about the night before, about whether she did something wrong. Although, it was a bit hazy, she knew that they didn’t have sex. She felt compelled to tell him that she would never tell anyone, not because she was ashamed but because she didn’t want him to be ashamed.

The day dragged on and Sesshoumaru remained secluded in his office, passing up dinner with the same excuse.

When it was time for bed, Kagome was escorted to the lord’s room. Determined to speak to him, she set her resolve to not back down.

“Sesshoumaru...”

“Here,” he said coolly, “drink this.”

“Wait, I have to tell you something.”

“It doesn’t matter.”

“Yes it does! I promise I won’t tell anyone what happened,” she blurted out, afraid that he would stop her.

When he was silent, she continued, “I know that you must be ashamed of me-”

Unable to listen to her words, Sesshoumaru grabbed Kagome, holding her in a tight embrace. His heart couldn’t stand for her to think what she was.

“That is far from the truth.”

The demon felt her relax in his arms. He reaches for the glass and hands it to her. “Drink this.”

She nodded and quickly emptied the small cup. Within a matter of seconds, Kagome passes out cold, falling into Sesshoumaru’s care.

He held her close as he whispered in her ear.

“I’m sorry, Kagome. I can’t take you like this, even if you are willing.”

Picking up her limp form, he settles her in bed then places himself next to her. He indulged one night, holding her close and savoring the feel because he knew that it would be that last time.

When Kagome woke in the morning, she found herself alone and confused. The opening door revealed Rin, who ran in bringing food and shouting good morning. The little girl had instructions to help her dress so that they could go outside to play. She smiled and played along, deciding to wait until she could see Sesshoumaru.

After watching her all day, the lord finally greeted her before lunch. Going out into the gardens, he found her sitting alone as Rin picked nearby flowers.

“I trust you are feeling well.”

She looked up, slightly startled.

“Yes, thank you for taking care of me, Lord Sesshoumaru.”

A pain hit him in the chest. You don’t remember anything. Fate was cruel.

“I-I’m sorry but the last few days are a bit confusing. Could you tell me what happened?”

“I found you wounded in my territory and brought you here. You were with a fever for over three days.”

“Three days!?” Kagome cried. “Inuyasha must be so angry.”

He grunted. “Humpht, I sent word so he should arrive this afternoon.”

Sesshoumaru turned to leave but Kagome’s hand shot out, grabbing the sleeve of his kimono he stopped and moved to face her as she brightly blushed.

“I-I’m sorry, I don’t know why I suddenly did that.”

Her sapphire eyes glided up to his piercing amber gaze, and Kagome’s breath caught in her throat.

Sesshoumaru had to admit that he was curious. Was there something in her that remembered their night together? No matter how brief and unfulfilled?

“What is it?”

“N-N-Nothing, I’m sorry,” she apologized and bowed.

He grunted again as he quickly turned and retreated to his room.

The call came before dusk. Inuyasha and his group had arrived and, as usual, the hanyou was demanding that Kagome be handed over.

Like she was a hostage to begin with.

He growled at himself as he dismissed the servant with orders to calm his brother, and a statement that ‘she would arrive shortly’.

As the door shut, Sesshoumaru stood and moved to the next area leading to his private rooms. Kagome had not been aware that she had stayed in his quarters, and he did not want her to know. The maid had gathered what belongings she had on her. The bottle of Shikon shards. So the lord saw fit to give it back.

He walked to the long dresser and opened the drawer that contained the desired object. He had initially put it away because he thought that it would trigger more painful memories, like Rin, but Sesshoumaru understood his real reasons.

With the Shikon fragments in hand, he went out and down the hall to Rin’s room to retrieve Kagome. He opened the door to see them across the room on her large canopy bed with books spread out before them.

There was another pain in his chest but he shrugged it off as he entered the room, crossing the distance between him and the woman he was in love with.

“Inuyasha is here. It’s time for you to go.”

He didn’t dare say her name. For once, the demon was afraid he would choke on it.

“Awww, Kagome, can’t you stay with me? I promise I’ll be good.”

Sesshoumaru couldn’t speak as he watched his ward plead with her.

“I’m sorry, Rin, but I have a responsibility to fix the jewel I broke. However,” she paused with a smile, “I will promise to come back to see you.”

Sesshoumaru quickly turned and walked out the door.

His heart was pounding in his ears. All he wanted to shout was ‘stay with me’ and ‘don’t go’ but it was ridiculous to ask such a thing.

He could hear Kagome’s hurried footsteps behind him as they entered the front hall. Sesshoumaru was the first to see Inuyasha with the demon-slayer and monk. The kit and pet cat, who were chasing each other, suddenly stopped when the brooding lord entered. The echoing steps behind him got closer. And just as Inuyasha was about to speak, Kagome emerged from behind Sesshoumaru.

He caught her out of the corner of his eye. Her smiling face. The same one that smiled at him yesterday. And the night before.

Shippou was the first to Kagome, then Inuyasha, then Sango and Miroku. After, all said their thanks that she was alive and, in turn, thanked the lord.

There was another pain in his chest as he watched their reunion and heard their gratitude. Inuyasha’s words brought him back to reality.

“What happened?”

“I’m not sure. I can’t remember anything.”

“What happened to Himeko?” Sango asked.

“Himeko? Who is that?” Kagome asked.

“Don’t you remember, Kagome?” Miroku asked. “We left you with Himeko and went after Naraku, even though it was a dead-end.”

She shook her head.

“When we got back, the camp was deserted and Inuyasha found your clothes by a hot spring,” Sango spoke, hoping to refresh her memory.

Inuyasha grabbed her shoulders, “What the hell happened, Kagome? Were you taken advantage of?”

“No, Inuyasha, at least I don’t think so. I’m sorry but I really don’t remember.”

“How can you say that? It’s been over three days!”

Sesshoumaru had to hold himself back as he watched his brother handle Kagome, but he didn’t dare open his mouth. Too afraid of what might come out, the lord kept silent.

“Calm down, Inuyasha,” Miroku patted his friend on the back. “Kagome is fine. Let’s just drop it.”

Sesshoumaru grunted, “Humpht, if you were so worried about her, then you never would have left her alone in the first place.”

“What the hell are you saying!?” he shouted as he turned to his brother.

“Inuyasha, please, Sesshoumaru saved me.” Kagome grabbed onto his haori, trying to restrain the hanyou.

Sesshoumaru wished she would release Inuyasha so he could strike him down. The sight of his dirty hands on her made him sick.

“We owe him our thanks. It’s not by attacking him.”

“Keh,” he grunted as he turned, grabbing Kagome’s hand and pulling her to the exit.

Sesshoumaru watched the duo as they neared the exit, the glass jar still burning in his hand. He couldn’t bring himself to say her name.

“Woman.”

Kagome stopped to face him. Inuyasha’s hold on her broke as he took three more steps away from her before he too turned.

“I believe this is yours.”

He held out his hand, revealing the fragments.

Her eyes lit up as she quickly approached him.

“Thank you, Lord Sesshoumaru,” she replied as she reached to take them from him.

Their fingers touched and Kagome suddenly felt electrified and alive as she gazed up at him, lost in his golden eyes. For a moment, leaving him felt wrong. Something felt out of place in her heart and between them. Something not finished.

It was almost heartbreaking.

Confusion washed over her features and Kagome felt compelled to stay there with him. She wanted to sort things out. Forever with him.

Inuyasha’s voice broke their fragile connection.

“Hurry up, Kagome.”

She smiled, unsure of what she had just been thinking.

“Sorry, Lord Sesshoumaru, and thank you so much for helping me,” she bowed before quickly leaving with her friends.

He turned, not wanting to watch her go. His delicate ears caught Inuyasha’s snide remark.

“Why the hell did you bow and address him so respectfully?”

Kagome’s reply was lost to him as the distance grew.

The demon stayed confined to his room until her scent faded three days later. It was ironic, his fate to fall in love with a human woman. And not only a priestess but his brother’s wench. However, there was always one ace he could play.

Sesshoumaru was good at hiding his feelings. After all, he had been doing it his whole life. What was one memory.

-*-*-*-

Comments welcome.

Mokomoko - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sesshomaru#Attacks
Kinmokusei - http://www.toptropicals.com/html/toptropicals/plant_wk/osmanthus.htm

through my eyes

2007-10-25T06:35:50Z

i posted my first video a few days ago. it's just over two minutes, caused me a ton of grief, but i still had fun. it was a learning process so it's not perfect but we'll see what comes out next time.

along the way, it was all a dream

cross posted @ yuki_hime

i shall rise once again

2007-10-24T02:10:05Z

my life has taken a crazy turn lately. i have been so busy with my business and paying bills that i let my lj accounts go. i have still been writing but i mostly post at adultfanfiction.net, mediaminer.org, a-single-spark.com, or paperdemon.com. i have a ml that is up to date and some stuff gets put on there instead of on the net at these fiction hosts.

i also wanted to mention that my sis is having her first kid so i will be out of town for about a month visiting her and stuff. O.o god help me.

so here is the compiled list of my stuff and yada-yada-ya.

dragon.FLY (my website)
my online portfolio (needs update)
YFML (my mailing list)
@ FF.net
graphics LJ
MS layouts
@ MS
YFML @ MS

An Unexpected Love // AFF.net
bon vivant // AFF.net
The Gates of Heaven & Hell // AFF.net
Twisted Fate // homepage
Reunion // homepage
Ruin Explorers // FF.net

A-Single-Spark.com
AdultFanfiction.net
Fanfiction.net
MediaMiner.org
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thanks for checking in. i don't know if i will continue to post the chapters here or not. it remains to be seen. ^^

not dead!

2007-08-01T07:28:25Z

i have had an exhausting month. it's been busy and i've had to move but i'm settling in well. i'll post more tomorrow.

i'm not dead

2007-07-05T14:06:15Z

okay, so what little life i have took over the last few weeks and kept me from being consistently online for more than two hours at a time. this is an update for everything i'm working on - just in case people were interested.

FANFICTION~
an unexpected love ~ inuyasha ~ chapter eight is almost done, i only need to write three more sections but i'm having some issues so i'm trying to work through them.
bon vivant ~ inuyasha ~ chapter two is done, i need to upload it.
the gates of heaven & hell ~ inuyasha ~ chapter nine is still suspended, i'm stuck at a stupid part that i shouldn't have problems with.
twisted fate ~ inuyasha ~ i'm lost on this one, it will start being worked on again. promise!

reunion ~ gundam wing ~ chapter three is being reworked.
ruin explorers ~ a self-titled anime ~ >,< being reworked and finished, not started.

NOT POSTED~
angelic voices ~ inuyasha ~ no summary yet.
it's in the past ~ inuyasha ~ no summary yet.
kami no seishin ~ inuyasha/bleach ~ my first crossover!
second thoughts ~ inuyasha ~ my version of the inu-gang gonig to school in modern times, au.
xenia ~ inuyasha ~ the greek concept of hospitality and guest-host relations [the rituals of hospitality created and expressed a reciprocal relationship between guest and host]; "guest-friendship", "guest-friend" or "ritualized friendship".

gosh, i want to write but my damn job keeps me so busy, and now i gotta move! woe is me. and i'll probably change the layout soon.

new layout

2007-06-08T22:27:36Z

woo hoo! a new layout, but i'm not sure if it will stay. it's very dark and i don't really like. *shrugs shoulders* i haven't decided if i'm keeping it. anyways, we'll see. the textures are all by me, the words are lyrics from u.n.k.l.e.'s song "lonely souls" -- absolutely beautiful! the brushes are from 1lovesdevine on deviantart.com. the coding help come from premade_ljs, specifically the foglayout.

AUL 06

2007-06-01T13:45:37Z

the sixth chapter of AUL. thanks goes to mlmonty! please check out my mailing list. >,<

I wanted everyone to know that I now have a wonderful person beta reading for me. The previous five chapters have been resubmitted with corrections and are damn near perfect. I would recommend re-reading them, it won't take long; as some things have been either clarified a little better or slightly changed. Please keep in mind that this story has no ending point as far as I am concerned. Anything may happen because this is my fun~story. ^^ Marcia [my beta; go read her stuff] has been kind enough to let me bounce ideas off of her and so I believe I may have several chapters sketched out. Please forgive me everyone, I would have had this chapter up last night but I had to crash.

~ . o . O . o . ~

An Unexpected Love

Chapter Six : Paradise Lost

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The morning sun lit the room, beckoning the inhabitants to awaken. Blue eyes slowly opened. Kagome vaguely recalled returning to her bed through the open window. The events of last night trickled through her memory. She had been set on fire after Sesshoumaru touched her. Kagome could not explain the feeling that he had called forth, but she had been unable to control herself, longing for more. The ecstasy only dissipated when she could no longer hold back her release. Her cries were muffled by his mouth. She remembered going limp in his arms after her release, and she could barely speak because her throat was so dry.

However, she felt much better now. Her eyes roamed over the sleeping demon beside her. She was careful not to wake him as she only moved her head and eyes for a better view. Kagome had to hold her breath. She was not met with the iron mask that Sesshoumaru adorned so gracefully. No, instead Kagome’s eyes were blessed with his breath-taking beauty. The angelic features that the demon possessed were even more prominent when he was sleeping. She had to admit that she found herself attracted to Inuyasha, and believed to love him, but something inside her lusted after the man’s brother. She was drawn to Sesshoumaru and could not explain why.

The sounds of her family downstairs stirred the demon, and his amber eyes opened to meet Kagome's. She blushed as she knew she was caught staring. "I'm sorry, Sesshoumaru," she mumbled as she sat up. What else was there to say? It was awkward, and Kagome felt extremely uncomfortable.

His hand touched her cheek. "I do not understand your apology."

"Never mind," she replied as she felt her blood still. His touch was so gentle, so loving.

"We shall return at dusk." She nodded, grateful that he was giving her so much time. Part of her expected a reaction similar to Inuyasha's, yet Sesshoumaru was surprising her at every turn. Inuyasha was always in such a hurry to get back. Now it seemed to make sense. Kikyou had always been waiting for them, hidden in the brush. Kagome would ignore her presence but it bothered her as to how well-informed the dead priestess was. And where she might have gotten such information. "Do not fret. I shall not keep you from your home or family. You may return any time you wish, granted it is under my approval."

"I understand," she replied. She was truly grateful. Sesshoumaru seemed to have more respect for her than his brother, at least in some aspects. It seemed ironic in Kagome's eyes. She had always hoped, and wished, for Inuyasha to be the one in front of her now. "Do you want breakfast?"

The demon nodded, "Yes, but I also want to see parts of this 'city' you speak of." He had only observed from above, and within, the confines of the shrine's grounds since he could not let Kagome out of his immediate range.

She smiled and her eyes lit up as she pounced off the bed and to a dresser, opening drawers and pulling out clothing. Things would be different. "I'll go get ready and see what I can find for you to wear." With the fabric bundled to her chest, Kagome rushed to the door, pausing to turn half-way out. "Uh, I'll try to not come back with anything," she paused, unsure of how to say it, "well yeah."

The door closed behind her and Sesshoumaru began to wonder what exactly she meant. Kagome returned shortly with some clothing that was more appropriate for this era. She shoved the garments at him. "Here, I know it's not what you are use to but you will only be required to wear them for a couple of hours."

Sesshoumaru nodded as he observed the clothing that was in his arms. The door clicked again, and he found himself alone in the girl's room, unsure of what to do. His eyes focused on the garments as he unfolded them, only three pieces.

Kagome chewed on her bottom lip as she tried to come up with something to entertain the youkai lord. Where would she take him? What would they do? The echo of a door opening caught her attention as Sesshoumaru walked down the stairs. The woman had to hold her breath. The faded jeans she had dug up, hugged him like leather. The black shirt contrasted his silver hair quite nicely. He took her breath away. Kagome was amazed that she didn't have to play the merry-go-round-question-and-answer game with Sesshoumaru. He had silently accepted her advice.

Their eyes caught as he continued his descent. Kagome never thought that her father's old clothes would have ever come in handy, but she would be the first to admit that she was wrong. Very wrong, in fact. Grabbing their shoes, the two left the shrine and began the climb down the stone stairs. Sesshoumaru was captivated with the scenery before him. The steel, glass, and concrete landscape was fascinating, yet he longed to smell the grass and forest, and feel the wind upon his skin. As they reached the bottom, he glanced at Kagome, she seemed completely relaxed and at home. In that instant, the reality of the situation hit him. Her world was vastly different from the one that he knew, the one they shared. All those times, she was speaking the truth and he had thought her crazy. The demon lord never expected to come across such a find.

Sudden worries flooded to the fore-front. Would Kagome ever want to return and stay in a desolate place like this? Leave the rolling hills and lush forests? Leave her friends? Leave him? He deeply sighed as he began to understand Inuyasha's feelings and anxieties, even if it was only a little bit. His brother may not have wanted Kagome to return to her rightful place, but he had made his decision a long time ago. He chose the dead lover over the live one.

Kagome had decided to take Sesshoumaru to the Yoyogi park and the Meiji Shrine. She wanted to slowly introduce him to the new world instead of scaring him off. The skyscrapers would wait for another visit. They could ride the bullet train and he would get to see some of the cosplayers that hung out at the station every Sunday. Harajuku Station was full of various people, and most of all, she wanted Sesshoumaru to know that her life was vastly different from theirs. Peace existed here. People were not constantly fighting to stay alive, but instead live. The ride was quiet as she let him soak in the crowds and scenery. When they arrived, she grabbed his hand and told him not to let go. Sometimes the crowds could be overwhelming for people who were not use to them. However, she never sensed any panic as he laced his hand with hers. In fact, he seemed to be enjoying the change. He could free himself from the restrains of his title and duties.

Before they knew it, three hours had flown by and Kagome was forced to usher the reluctant youkai home. His mood was definitely lighter once they had departed from the Shinkansen. It was hard to believe that this was the same Sesshoumaru from before. Kagome was convinced that she had seen him smile at least twice today. The walk back to the shrine was not a long one, and as soon as they were alone, the miko began her questioning.

"So what did you think? I promise that next time we'll go see the skyscrapers in Shinjuku. You would love it; buildings reaching to heavens." Kagome's voice was so full of energy as she spoke hastily, her arms were raised in the sky as her laughter was hidden behind her words.

"Kagome, do you miss this paradise of yours?"

She was stunned by his question, unsure of how to answer him. Of course she would always miss this place. It was her home after all, her birth place, her entire life. "What do you mean?" She lightly laughed, trying to shrug off his statement. "This is hardly 'paradise' Sesshoumaru."

"It seems that you are always on the other side of the well, hunting down jewel shards and battling Naraku, as well as other dangerous youkai. Do you not yearn to come home where you belong? It seems very safe here."

"Yes of course, but I am responsible for what happened to the Shikon jewel. I must make it whole again before I am able to stay here for good." Her eyes glazed over as she spoke. It was the real reason she was even in the Feudal era in the first place. But now it seemed that she would never come home. Not if she was marrying Sesshoumaru. "We must all make sacrifices. This is mine."

He nodded. The girl had a great deal of honor and nobility in her. It was a shame she was human. Yet, Sesshoumaru understood that fact made her even more invaluable. She was a diamond in the rough. "As I said before, I will not keep you from your family. You may visit them anytime you wish. I am not a monster."

The stairs towered above them as she turned, smiling at his words. At one point, when their paths had crossed, she would have believed him to be such. But now that monster had turned into something else entirely different. "Thank you Sesshoumaru. It really does mean a lot to hear you say that."

Sesshoumaru found his heart skip a beat. It seemed that, for the first time, it was a genuine smile. One that was meant for him. 'How many times had Inuyasha seen that same smile, only to turn his back on her shinning radiance?' His anger toward the hanyou was not stemmed from their father, his human mother, or that he inherited the true sword of the Inu clan. No, it was his lack of seeing every situation clearly. When he met Kikyou, Sesshoumaru had advised against it. For the obvious reasons, of course, she was a miko, and an extremely dangerous one from what he had heard. There were even some old unfounded rumors of strange magic around her village's area. Inuyasha had told him to butt out and mind his own business.

They ascended the staircase in silence, each in their own thoughts. The grounds were quiet as the sun began it's slow descent in the sky. Any afternoon visitors would have been long gone by now. The two entered the house and was met with Kagome's family, finding their things were neatly packed and ready. Kagome had gathered a few more undergarments as Sesshoumaru changed into his silk kimono.

The rough jean fabric was quite different from the satin feel he was use to. The lord decided he preferred his own clothing to the 'modern' garbs the humans chose and was glad that he was returning home. Yet, the constant tugging at his conscious would not allow him to live in an ignorant world. He now knew what Kagome's life had truly been like. She had been happy and it seemed like the life that the humans led was peaceful enough. She was constantly being torn away from everything she knew and her life put in danger. All for Naraku. That hanyou held too much power for Sesshoumaru to be comfortable.

He deeply sighed, as he started into the mirror before him. His reflection was perfect, as was his clothing. But his feelings had become muddled. Before, it had been Inuyasha constantly putting her in danger, now it was him. However, Sesshoumaru knew that he was more than capable of keeping Kagome safe, more so than Inuyasha. The hanyou's brash behavior was constantly getting them into trouble, and with the impending battle with Naraku, things were sure to get a lot more dangerous. He turned, his resolve set.

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Kikyou waited, her patience was boundless, as the sun began setting. Several days had passed since the two had departed. It had been much easier to squeeze the information from Inuyasha once he had come under her control. If what he spoke of was true, then Kagome would emerge from the well with Sesshoumaru. Naraku had said that the demon lord was seeking more power and would attempt to align himself with her reincarnation in order to gain control of the Shikon shards. Kikyou had thought him wrong, until Inuyasha mentioned their engagement.

'How would Naraku have come across such information? Unless he had been keeping an eye on the group, or on Kagome.' It worried Kikyou. True, she did not really have a liking for the girl, but she was, after all, her reincarnation. She held some value, even if it was only a part of her soul. The question then was, what are they planning? Naraku would have never brought the situation up if it did not benefit him in some fashion. She couldn't find the connection but she couldn't ignore it either.

The clay figure gazed into the sky. The sun was quickly setting as the night began to creep across the Milky Way. Suddenly, a bright blue light, coupled with an enormous amount of energy, appeared from within the well. Kikyou kept herself hidden behind the brush, careful to choose the right moment to reveal herself. Seconds passed before the raven haired girl emerged with the Lord of the West. Indeed, Naraku had not been lying. At least about this little detail.

She stepped forward, which immediately alerted the demon, who promptly put himself in front of Kagome. "State your business wench," he snarled as he hand rested on his sword.

"I came to see if what I heard was the truth, and I see it is." Kagome knew her words were meant as an insult, but she refused to let them hurt her. She huffed and raised her head as if showing the other that it was pointless to try to insult her. However Kikyou continued, "Moving from one brother to the next, what a pity. Inuyasha rejected you and so you had to settle for second best." Her laughed echoed in the small clearing.

Sesshoumaru growled, but did not let the woman coax him into a battle. It would leave Kagome unprotected, and though he did not sense anyone near, it did not mean that it was safe to assume such. She was a priestess after all, and Kagome might be the only one to truly have a chance against her. And Sesshoumaru wasn't about to find out.

"If you have come to gloat then it is wasted. Your words have no effect on this Sesshoumaru, or Kagome. I advise you to leave before you lose what is left of your soul." His words were sharp and cut the woman where it hurt.

Tenseiga's powers were not a secret. Kikyou knew what the demon was capable of, and it was in her best interest to leave this one alone. "Very well." She laughed as she turned. Mists filled the forest ground around her as she began disappearing. "But I will be watching."

Kagome shuddered at her last words, unable to fully comprehend why Kikyou had suddenly taken such an interest in her life. 'Wasn't she happy with Inuyasha?'

Sesshoumaru broke her thoughts as he touched the woman's shoulders. "Do not let her words sway you. I am here to protect you and I will not fail like my little brother has."

It seemed that his resolve was apparent in his words, and Kagome took some comfort in that. Even if he didn't love her, he had honor, and his honor would not allow harm to come to her. Kagome began to feel a little bit of hope. Maybe she could come to love him, even if he was second best in her heart. She saw everything she wanted Inuyasha to be in his brother. Kagome knew that Kikyou's words were the truth. The woman knew her too damn well.

"Come, let's return home. Your friends are still waiting on us." He took her hand as they lifted into the sky. "I am sure that they will want to hear about your journey home."

Kagome nodded at his words but she felt a hint of laughter in them as well. Or rather the irony. She couldn't tell if this was Sesshoumaru's sense of humor or not, but with her mind preoccupied, she let it go. 'Had Inuyasha ran to Kikyou when he found out what had happened? Was he overjoyed that his 'burden' had been lifted from his shoulders? That he wouldn't have to carry her around anymore because his brother had taken his trash?' Kagome inwardly sighed as her eyes gazed at the passing scenery. She felt a part of herself numb as the wind caressed her skin and sent her hair fluttering about.

The castle came into their view and, by the time they landed, there was a small crowd awaiting them. Rin was the first to attach herself to both Sesshoumaru and Kagome's legs, one in each arm. "Welcome back. Rin has missed you so much." Her joyous laughter filled the area.

Jaken waddled up, shouting at the child. "Rin, let Lord Sesshoumaru be. He is tired from his journey." The toad demon turned to his master, bowing deeply in respect. "Lord Sesshoumaru, welcome home. I trust your journey went well."

Kagome was still on his arm, as he refused to relinquish her to her waiting hand-maidens. "Yes, it did. Jaken, I wish for you to begin the preparations." Sesshoumaru spoke then turned, moving past his retainer with his soon-to-be-mate, not waiting for his stumbling answer.

Kagome was a little dumbfounded. This behavior seemed unusual, even for Sesshoumaru. When she realized that they were in the library, she decided to voice her concerns. "Sesshoumaru-sama," she hesitantly whispered. She couldn't tell if he was in a foul mood or not. And she certainly did not want to upset him in any way. A taiyoukai upset was not something, pleasant, by any means. He sat her down in the lush green chair before taking the one across from the woman. The doors had been shut behind them and Kagome realized that they were alone. What exactly was going on?

"I must tell you that today is the official beginning of our mating ceremony. Before we continue, there are some things that you must know, and must not leave this room. You may not disclose anything spoken within this room, do you understand?" he demanded. He could not go soft on her, for this could be her life that they were dealing with. She nodded and waited for him to begin again. "You may not tell anyone that you are from the future, or that you are a miko."

"But we can't hide that forever," she began before he could silence her.

"I will decide when to tell everyone of your priestess-hood. But we will not speak of your time again." His sharp tone silenced any further questions. "We will wed on the next full moon, before then there are certain requirements that we must met."

Kagome didn't like that sound of what he was saying. "Requirements? What do you mean by that?"

He sighed deeply, letting that one go. "I must reveal something that I have kept hidden from you. On that first night, in the spring, I marked you as mine by using a blood seal." Kagome's eyes went wide. Her hand went to her lips. She could remember the taste his blood now. It was sweet and held a hint of something else, something she couldn't quite remember. His words surged forward, not waiting for the realization to fully sink in. "However, because of your strong spirit and purifying powers, I was forced to double it."

"I don't understand what you mean," she sputtered as he rose. "Double it? What does that mean?" His figure was looming over her as the demon took slow steps. He came to a stop in front of her and she found she was holding her breath. She knew that he was about to answer her question but the tapping at the door had conveniently interrupted their private conversation.

His voice echoed around them. "Enter." It was a simple command that held an enormous amount of power when it was spoken from the lord's lips. Seika quickly ushered herself in, head bowed so her eyes would not met theirs. Kagome felt offended by her lack of friendliness, unaware that this was the sign of respect that was befit the couple. When Sesshoumaru had escorted her into the house, it was an act showing the youkai courts that he had chosen his mate.

"Everything is as you requested, My Lord." Her words were short and eloquent. Kagome doubted that she could ever become what Seika was.

"Very good. Then we shall retire until we have finished the final details." He held his hand out for Kagome, who took it without hesitation. She desperately wanted to know what the hell was going on, and now it finally seemed as if she was going to get some answers. The two disappeared down the hallway to the bedrooms. When they stopped, the golden trim that she had come to recognize as Sesshoumaru's private, and forbidden, quarters, stood in front of her. Confusion immediately filled her and she could do nothing but blink as they entered the chambers.

The click of the door sealed her fate and Kagome was forced to release her breath. She gazed around. It was nice. She guessed it wasn't as bad as she had been led to believe. It was extremely lavish, definitely fit for the Lord of the Western Lands. But the question remained as to why she was here. No one had ever entered the lord's chambers, at least that was what she had been told.

Kagome was then led into a much darker room on the left. She was sat and told to wait until he was able to return. She agreed and heard the doors shut, signaling his momentary retreat. Time seemed to stand still as she sat there in the dark. Her eyes slowly adjusting to the lack of light.

The manly smell of Sesshoumaru was everywhere, and began to overwhelm her senses. It was making Kagome a little dizzy. She had noticed that she was on a mattress of some-sorts, and decided to lie down, in hopes that her eyes would steady themselves. The silk cloth and furs felt good against her skin, and she nuzzled closer. The smell of him was much more apparent, and before Kagome knew it, she was infatuated.

Kagome had not heard Sesshoumaru re-enter the room. Yet, he was still surprised to find the woman already lying on his bed. He smirked as he realized that that may not be the case five minutes from now. Her black skirt had rose in her attempt to make herself more 'comfortable' and the deep red shirt she wore was slightly open, revealing her cleavage. He could see her cuddling one of his favorite pelts. It took everything Sesshoumaru had to remind himself of their already precarious predicament. He could not fully take her without her consent. And even then, that had a time and place.

He sighed, deeply, as he gently came to sit beside her. It would strengthen their bond three-times-fold every time their blood mingled. The more, the better. It would make their mating much easier on Kagome, and he found himself not wanting her to experience any pain with their first complete coupling. His hand brushed away the hair that had fallen in her eyes, then caressed the skin that was exposed on her shoulder and down her arm. She stirred but her eyes did not open. He let a low growl emerge from his throat. She stirred again, so he spoke her name. "Kagome."

"Huh?" she mumbled as she slowly opened her lashes. She felt his hands on her and it made her prop herself up, leaning on the right arm. "Sesshoumaru?"

"We need to finish our conversation from earlier."

"Oh, right." She paused. His youkai and sleep clouded her mind. "What were we talking about?"

"The requirements that we have to fulfill before the next full moon, and the seal."

She shakily sat up, Sesshoumaru put his arm around her to steady the woman. "Seal. I forgot." She moaned. He could tell the youki was affecting her more than he thought.

"Wake up, Kagome. We must finish this so we can seal the first agreement." She nodded. He cut his finger and stuck it in her mouth, making sure she swallowed his life-force. He knew it would clear her senses up enough for her to comprehend what had to transpire.

Her blue eyes erupted with the hints of gold that ran in his blood. He fed her much more than before, almost tripling the dose. Sesshoumaru felt himself twitch at her acceptance of his youki. "Listen carefully," he began, "for I will not repeat myself again. I must place a seal on you, at least every thirty-six hours. The seal is necessary to ensure a successful coupling. The requirements for this seal and, in the end, the ceremony, are that you must absorb my blood orally and vaginally. Half-way through the waiting period, we must duel until we have depleted our energies, and then on the night of the full moon we can consummate and finalize our agreement."

Kagome's ears burned with what she had just heard. Was she in the twilight zone? He could not have just said that with a straight face, right? "I'm sorry, come again?"

He growled, but Kagome ignored it as she waited patiently, meeting his stare. "Have I not proved my words by my actions before? Do you not remember?"

Kagome thought back to what he was saying. The spring she clearly remembered. How could she forget? Hmm, the second. Well, it had to be at her home, when they were in the Goshin Boku. She blushed as she remembered how how he had made her feel. "Yes, I remember. Two times right?"

"No," he spoke. "There have been four instances..."

"Four. Four? When? And, and where? Why didn't you tell me earlier?" With every question, panic seemed to fill her heart. Sesshoumaru could smell it, he had to calm her down quickly.

"Calm, my pet. I did. The seal must be placed on you every thirty-six hours. You must take in my youki, or when we couple it will be very painful for you. I must admit that I do not wish to see you experience such pain. Some do not survive."

She swallowed hard. At least he cared enough to warn her of the eminent dangers. At this point, Kagome could do nothing but accept whatever he was willing to give her. "Very well. In that case, I guess I have no choice."

"I must hear you say it." He urged her on. The animal inside him was hard to quell but it would not subside until it had gotten what it wanted.

She closed her eyes, shutting Sesshoumaru off to the golden-blue pupils she had suddenly possessed. It was her fate, and she must accept it. "Yes, I will become your mate." Her heart lurched in her chest. Her fate sealed, and her soul swaying under the youki, Kagome could not hang on anymore.

She could feel him coming closer and heard his whispered words. "We must seal the first pact then." The kiss was deep and she could again taste his sweet blood. Her body felt alive, she was tingling from head to toe. His hands unbuttoned her top, exposing her breasts and the black bra that barely covered them. "It will not hurt you, and neither will I." Sesshoumaru moved his mouth to her neck as his hands maneuvered under her skirt, reaching for her panties before he drug them off.

Kagome whimpered at his actions but was helpless as she succumb to the pleasures of both his hands and the blood mixing with hers. The world was spinning, and she had to keep her eyes shut from the lack of focus. He stripped her down until she was nude, her skin hitting the cool night air. He trailed kisses down her stomach as his fingers teased her core.

Quietly, and quickly, he placed youki restraints on her so that she would not hurt herself in the process. Sesshoumaru had to balance the youki with each sealing. The first had sent her to the edge, and he could tell that she was barely hanging on. With the second, she would topple. He cut his finger and tongue, wanting to ensure some comfort in the form she took it.

Kagome moaned when he inserted his finger before she started to pull against the invisible ropes. He moved to head to where his tongue would momentarily sooth her. The pleasure was overriding the pain, until the final wave of blood and power surged into her. Sesshoumaru clamped his free hand over her mouth a split second before she screamed. Though muffled, he knew that every youkai with in two miles had heard. Luckily for him, the barrier he had erected was warding off any uninvited guests.

Her body went limp as Kagome passed out from the amount of youki. With the ceremony complete, Sesshoumaru could feel the bond strengthen and a surge of power rippled through his soul. "So this is what it is like to experience a mating." His words were whispered and fell on silent ears as his golden eyes stared at the sleeping raven-haired goddess in his possession.

~ . o . O . o . ~

Shinkansen - bullet train

Thanks to everyone who reviewed!

yukihime fanfiction

AUL 05

2007-06-01T13:37:40Z

the fifth chapter of AUL. thanks goes to mlmonty!

New characters (last chapter): created by me

Ichiro - Inu-youkai - Ichiro is the Captain of the Guard and head of Sesshoumaru’s guard. He is the only other demon that the lord feels he can trust; the two were raised like brothers. His father was a great and respected General Ukito in Inu no Taisho’s army. Ichiro is as tall as Sesshoumaru, coming only an inch below the lord. His steel armor is polish silver with red markings over the chest. His deep gray eyes matched his hair. Some say that Ichiro is the picture of a darker Sesshoumaru. His markings are a deep blue and cover his wrists, chest and face; one stripe on each cheek.

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An Unexpected Love

Chapter Five : Wonderland

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Kagome was left gasping for air when Sesshoumaru broke the kiss. In the confusion, she had not realized that they had stepped into the well until she saw the dirt below her feet. Her sapphire eyes looked up, expecting to see a blue sky instead she was greeted with a faint light. In that instant, the miko knew where she was. It had worked. They had transcended time.

Kagome tried to back away quickly, hoping in some way the twisted universe would allow her to warn her family before the youkai ripped them into little pieces. However, Sesshoumaru’s arm was keeping her firmly in place and within the blink of her eye, they were above the ground, moving up the steps through the two wooden double doors.

The air smelled different and she always felt at home when she breathed in the air of her birthplace. The Goshin Boku stood only yards away and Kagome curiously peered up at the man that still held her close. His skin felt like it was on fire and her fear rose. ‘What was he thinking?’ She did not want him to go crazy. Inuyasha never seemed to have that bad a reaction to her time.

The lord wrinkled his nose. Strange smells and sounds were assaulting him and he needed a moment to adjust. This world was strange indeed. A part of him could not grasp what the woman had spoken of and tugged at his disbelief in her. He told himself that she was crazy, delusional. But he was wrong. The ground had been replaced with rocks and he could smell the dying powers. His eyes spotted the old familiar tree and the shrine.

Kagome did not know how she would explain the current situation to her family. Or if they would even understand. And then she had to worry about Sesshoumaru killing them if he got angry. Wasn’t her life hard and complicated enough already? Just as she was desperately trying to figure a way out of the current life or death situation, faint sounds grabbed their attention.

The woman’s mouth dropped open as she saw her mother appear from the house. They locked eyes and joy spread over the elder’s features. “Kagome your home! What a surprise,” she rushed, broom in hand to her daughter’s side. Her brown eyes took in Kagome’s clothes and she briefly dared to glance at the man close to her. “You brought friend, come in.”

It was a silent sign and Kagome winced. “Yes, Mom this is Sesshoumaru,” she managed to rush, deciding to skip the Inuyasha’s-brother part. Her mother nodded and lead the way to the entrance. The female tried to move away but Sesshoumaru would not relinquish his strong hold. She was forced to remain by his side.

When they entered the house, the trio sat in the living area. Buyo walked up and meowed which him earned a scratch from the girl. Kagome had quickly noted that Souta must have been at school and she was hoping that Grandpa was out on some crazy errand since he had not been out front. Her mother’s voice broke her scrambled thoughts. “So Kagome, how have things been?”

“Well,” she started. What would she say? It was not every day that she came home, through the well, looking so clean and regal. She sighed and tried to start over. “Well, uh, you see...” she paused again.

Sesshoumaru and her mother both waited for her to finish her sentence, yet silence hung over them. “You are Kagome’s mother?” the demon turned to face her.

“Yes,” she replied with a smile.

Before Kagome could speak, he continued. “I am please to meet you. I am Kagome’s betrothed, Lord of the Western Lands, Sesshoumaru.” Kagome’s mouth dropped open at the same time as her mother’s and both were speechless. He continued on, ignorant of their stupor, “I can assure you that I will take proper care of her. She will have the opportunity to visit often.”

She stared at her mother’s face. Kagome knew it would be a shock and had wanted to ease her mother into her impending future. “Mom.” Kagome managed to finally find her voice. Their eyes met again. “Mom, I...”

“Kagome, are you...” her mother stopped, unsure of what word she was looking for.

She stood and turned to the demon. “Please, Sesshoumaru, could you give me a moment with my mother?”

He understood that humans were emotional and decided that there was no threat in leaving her side for several minutes. The youkai stood and walked through the door they had entered earlier. He could hear Kagome’s voice as she tried to explain what had happened in the past week.

Sesshoumaru closed the door behind him. The wind caressed his skin and caused his hair to dance. This world was indeed different. He wanted a quick glance without the woman. He moved much faster alone. In a flash, he was on top of the nearest tree, overlooking the city below. Steel, glass and concrete greeted his sharp eyes. Only moments ago, there had been trees, grass and sky. And more pleasant sounds. Tires screeched as he heard humans yelling at each other. He grunted. He indeed did not want to live in this time, and the lord silently hoped that he would not live to see this either. It was disgusting.

He heard the door open and Kagome emerged from the confines of the house. Her face was a little puffy and he could smell the tears that she shed. She looked around quickly before she rushed to the shed. He chose that opportunity to descend to the ground, landing when Kagome appeared from the building.

“Sesshoumaru, where were you?” There was an urgency in her voice.

“I was only taking a look around.” He tried to calm her. “I did not go far. How is your mother?” The inquiry was a diversion from her onslaught of coming questions.

Kagome averted her eyes, blankly staring out. “I think she will be fine,” the girl replied as she chewed on her bottom lip. It had been hard to explain the truth of the situation. In the end, Kagome had opted to leave some of the details out. Her mother had asked about Inuyasha but Kagome could not explained the tangled web they were in. Instead, Kagome had told her that she had not seen him for almost a week and then asked her to not broach the subject in front of Sesshoumaru. She broke her train of thought. “Are you hungry?” she asked, meeting his eyes.

“I am interested in seeing what you eat in this time.”

Kagome laughed at his comment. “We aren’t aliens. We still eat the same things. Humans now produce food on a much larger scale than what you are used to. There are grocery stores and markets that keep the food until we go buy it,” she smiled as he nodded his understanding. He sure was more curious than Inuyasha.

~ . o . O . o . ~

This was what got him into trouble in the first place. His damn curious nature. The hanyou growled as he continued to free his hand. When he woke, the room was dark and he was alone. Inuyasha could only assume that it was night. He had found that someone had freed his right hand and left the coffin open giving him the chance for his escape. If this was Sesshoumaru’s idea of amusement, Inuyasha had reassured himself that he would rip that smirk off his brother’s face.

After several moments, the half-demon stepped free and quickly made his way to the exit through the back, disappearing into the night. Inuyasha knew where they had gone. Sesshoumaru intended to travel to Kagome’s time and although he may have been helpless to prevent such an act, he would not let his brother destroy her world.

He stopped, ducking behind the stone wall for cover when a guard came into view. ‘Damn it.’ He didn’t have time for this. The youkai turned, walking the way he came and Inuyasha let out his breath, continuing on his way. If he pushed himself, he could make it in just under four hours. His thoughts were jumbled as he entered the forest, jumping to the tops of the trees for a slightly quicker pace.

Inuyasha had yet to figure out how exactly he was going to stop his brother, but he was the only one who stood a chance. Once he had passed into the forest near their village, the hanyou had formed a shaky plan with a couple of back-ups just in case. It seemed hopeless but he still had to try. Suddenly, a soul collector caught his eyes and halted him in his tracks. His breathing was ragged and loud as his thoughts tumbled in his head.

With only another moment’s hesitation Inuyasha darted off after the carrier. ‘What the hell was Kikyou doing this close to the village?’ She had not approached this area in a long time. There had to be a reason. Naraku flashed in his thoughts. ‘Great, the last thing I need.’

He slowed his pace when he smelled her near, preferring a quieter method. The light from the soul collectors illuminated the forest, giving an ethereal quality to everything it touched. Kikyou was resting against a large oak tree. Her eyes were closed. Her face held a serene expression.

“Kikyou,” he quietly spoke as he inched closer. His eyes moved around the forest, not sensing anyone else. ‘She must be hiding here.’ Amber orbs settled on her features again as he rested beside her on the ground. Clawed fingers touched the clay cheek. No warmth. “Kikyou.” His words were whispered.

Her eyes fluttered open, focusing on his. “Inuyasha,” her voice was light, and he could tell she was still groggy from sleep.

“What are you doing here?”

~ . o . O . o . ~

It had been a long day and Kagome could not wait to sleep in her own bed. The problem was that now she had a six foot tall demon that insisted on sleeping in the same room. ‘I swear, he’s as bad as Inuyasha!’ she silently fumed as her hand went to the doorknob. Kagome wasn’t sure how she was going to survive the night. To her relief, when she entered her room ready for bed, he had taken up Inuyasha’s position by the window. The moonlight made his hair glitter and Kagome found herself captivated by his image. His gaze moved from outside the window to her as the door clicked shut.

The youkai was glad that she was unable to hear his intake of air. The spaghetti-strap top matched the capris in an elegant vintage flower print. The pinkish-reds contrasted with her pale skin and raven hair. Sesshoumaru kept his place as she approached the bed, choosing to ignore his first impression as he pretended to return his attention to the outside scenery.

Kagome kept her silence as well as she climbed into bed. The demon could hear her movements as the wood creaked and settled under her weight. After several moments, he glanced over. She was sound asleep, resting with her back to him. Curiosity overtook his senses as he stood and moved to peer into the sleeping beauty’s face. At every passing moment, Kagome had become more appealing.

Her light, rhythmical breathing echoed around the room as he stood over her for many moments. Sesshoumaru contemplated their situation. Things had seemingly gotten more difficult. Kagome’s secret was both a powerful and dangerous ally. He understood Inuyasha’s anger and the sense of urgency that had hung over him when he last saw him. The hanyou had indeed been right to hide her origins.

The demon returned to his window, his thoughts consumed on his next plan of action. Before he knew it, the sun’s rays rose to greet him and Sesshoumaru was able to see the city come to life. Kagome stirred in her bed, shifting her weight as he could hear the thudding of feet that zoomed across the hall and down the stairs. Mrs. Higurashi’s voice could be heard giving commands to the little boy that darted by seconds ago. He could hear their conversation and the sound of the door shutting close behind them.

Sesshoumaru decided to investigate the lower house, leaving a still sleeping Kagome. As he stepped off the stairs, he entered the living room only to walk past into the adjoining space. He was met with a strange shiny room filled with the smell of food and humming appliances. Sesshoumaru paused long enough to scan the scenery through the window above the sink before moving on.

He entered into a hallway that connected with the front foyer and turned left digging deeper into the house’s depths. At the end, there were two doors. The demon chose the right, opening the door to see the expanse devoid of light. His well-trained eyes squinted, focusing on the objects that littered the shelves. The odor of dried herbs and roots tingled with the musky air. He could tell that the room held secrets and decided to wait before taking a better look.

Sesshoumaru emerged into the hallway intent on investigating whatever was behind the second door. When he opened the wooden slab, a majestic garden graced his eyes. It felt as if he was stepping back into his childhood. Red flowers greeted him bringing thoughts of his mother to life. Running water could be heard as birds chirped above his head. He caught his breath for the second time. ‘What the hell is going on?’ Had he stepped back in time? Sesshoumaru could have sworn that his father had destroyed his mother’s garden long ago.

“Sesshoumaru?” Kagome’s voice made him turn. He was stunned with his mask completely gone. They locked eyes and the girl witnessed Sesshoumaru’s flood of emotions. The demon stood frozen unable to move as his mother filled his vision. She stood behind the woman in the doorframe. “Sesshoumaru?”

“Mother?” She faded away, leaving Kagome, still in her pajamas, alone again. He had heard her voice, there was no denying it. Was he going crazy? Had the time difference began wearing his mental state down?

“Sesshoumaru,” she spoke again as she quickly moved to his side. “Sesshoumaru are you okay? What happened?” Her hand went to touch his arm and he suddenly jerked. She knew she had caught his attention this time. ‘Had he seen his mother?’

Amber eyes focused on the female. Raven hair, porcelain skin, rosy lips and eyes that you could drown in. There was a long silence before he spoke. “What is the meaning of this garden?”

Sesshoumaru’s question threw her for a loop. “The garden? But what does the garden have to do with...”

He grabbed her furious that she was continuing this facade. “Do not play with me woman. I have lost my patience and you will not like me when I am angry.”

Kagome winced, not from pain but from his words. ‘Why was he so angry? What was he talking about?’ She took a deep breath trying to recall his question. The garden...her grandfather knew more about it’s history than she did. She had never listened when he rambled on and on. She had heard all his stories before. Kagome tried to quickly remember the stories that filled her imagination when she was a young girl, yet it was no good. She could not remember anything but silly folklore full of goblins and faeries. Suddenly she realized that the things she believed to be fantasy could have in fact been true.

He growled, his resolve quickly fading. Anger began boiling up, filling his veins, Sesshoumaru could barely continue on. In an instant, he had Kagome pinned against him as he devoured her mouth and tongue. She struggled but found it useless under his iron-tight hold. It had been apparent that the demon had lost control of himself. His emotions had been bottled up too long.

When the kiss ended, Kagome tried to pull away but found that difficult. Her breathing was heavy and she panted trying to catch air. “Sess...hou...maru...”

The demon took her hand leading her deeper into the trained growth. The still stunned woman could only follow as she tried to desperately form any question in her mind. ‘What would have made him that upset?’ However much her curiosity tugged at her thoughts, Kagome knew that she certainly could not ask the temperamental demon outright. It was strange, he seemed to know where he was going.

They abruptly stopped and Kagome found herself near the edge of the grounds. The tall wooden fence surrounded the whole property, cutting off the outside city sights. She could feel tension ease out of his body. ‘What had he expected to find?’ Sesshoumaru turned to her, under control again. She quickly asked him again before he could break her out of her resolution. “Sesshoumaru, are you okay? Do you feel sick?” She was afraid that the time distortion may have started effecting him.

He shook his head. “No, I am fine. I am sorry for frightening you earlier.” He peered back to the wall. It had just been an illusion. Sesshoumaru had been fooled. His eyes turned to her. “Do you know anything about this garden?”

She shook her head no. “But my grandfather knows all the myths about the shrine.” She turned to glance back to the house. “He should be home soon. Do you want to wait inside?” He nodded but before he could speak, Kagome’s stomach growled announcing it’s presence.

Sesshoumaru smiled. “Good. Now let’s get you some food.” He took her arm and the two found their way back to the kitchen.

Kagome sat him down at the table as she fished through the cabinets and pantry, bringing out various boxes and a container of colored water, setting everything in front of him. “What would you like to eat?”

The lord had thought that human dishes would never touch his tongue, yet he had been proven wrong when Kagome insisted on him eating Mrs. Higurashi’s ‘special homemade chicken and rice casserole’ the night before. To his surprise, it had not been as bad as he would have thought. Sesshoumaru found himself liking humans and their exotic dishes. It was a pleasant change and yet it still seemed natural. But what to pick. “I do not know.”

Kagome laughed at his response. “Okay, well my cooking is not as good as my mother’s but I can try.” She said as she rolled up her sleeves. Sesshoumaru stared at the items in front of them. She pour the red liquid into a glass and handed it to him. Sharp eyes did not move from the colored substance. “It’s okay to drink it. It’s juice.” She poured herself a glass as well before downing half.

He watched her actions before repeating them himself. The juice was sweet and yet he found it irresistible. “What is this beverage?”

“It’s a juice that is really popular with the kids today.” He studied her movements. She had started breaking eggs open to set them aside before mixing the contents of the boxes from earlier in another bowl. “I hope you like eggs and pancakes.”

He nodded although Sesshoumaru was not sure what ‘eggs and pancakes’ were or whether he would indeed like them. The demon had to admit that he did like watching the woman as she busied herself, relaxing her guard. Sesshoumaru did not want to hurt her and when he realized how he truly felt the demon could no longer hide it from himself. He had, in some degree, fallen in love with the one before his eyes. How and when it happened was still a mystery but it was one he was willing to let go. He did not need answers anymore.

Kagome’s secret had been discovered and he could see her begin to relax. Her bright personality has shown itself more with each passing day. Their relationship would move forward and Sesshoumaru felt that he might attain happiness. Kagome was an understanding partner with loyalty and compassion. And in time, he would gain her love as well. She was a perfect mate for him because in the end, he demanded nothing less.

Kagome's laughter brought him to the present. He smelled the ‘eggs and pancakes’ but could only stare dumbly at the plate before him. “Do you want syrup or whip cream?” He glanced at hers and saw it covered in a liquid. “You want to try it first?” she questioned as she saw the direction his eyes were looking. Kagome cut the patty and dipped it into the sweet sauce. “Here,” she said as she leaned forward, her other hand cupped under the precious morsel. “Open up.”

Sesshoumaru paused before leaning in as well, opening his mouth to accept her creation. He was again surprised. It was delicious. “Hmmm, this is sweet. I am very impressed with your world Kagome.” His voice dropped low and it sent chills down her spine. “I would very much like to have this ‘syrup’.”

Kagome blushed and quickly pulled her hand away, wanting to break his gaze and thanking whatever god above for the distraction. She poured a great amount onto his pancakes as he began testing the eggs. She hid her smile behind a hand as she began eating too. It dawned on Kagome that this was probably the first time Lord Sesshoumaru had ever eaten eggs or pancakes.

The rest of the breakfast was eaten in silence as they both enjoyed modern food. After the meal, Kagome went to change. She called Sesshoumaru upstairs to scrutinize his appearance, circling him while making faces. “Well, we can’t let you go outside looking like that. The men in our time don’t dress as... well as handsome as you do. But we don’t have any clothing for you either.”

Sesshoumaru growled a little. “There is nothing wrong with my appearance.”

“Of course not,” she hurriedly replied, “but here people will stare at you and we don’t really want to draw their attention to a six foot demon walking around.” Kagome had hoped that she could reason with Sesshoumaru. ‘It’s bad enough that it will be impossible to hide your markings.’ She changed the subject quickly. “I just thought that you would like to see what the city was like.” She smiled sweetly.

Although Sesshoumaru was suspicious, he agreed with her motives. He had to allow the woman some free rein over him. If he was to see and learn about Kagome’s world then he would need to explore and that called for ‘dressing appropriately’. She squealed at his response. He was so agreeable. ‘Unlike Inuyasha.’ Her smile faltered. Why did her mind always return to that hanyou? She pushed those thoughts aside, deciding to concentrate on her husband-to-be.

Sesshoumaru was distracted as the front door opened, not noticing her faltering. He could hear the shuffle of footsteps as they came closer. An elderly man appeared before their eyes. The trio stood frozen, Kagome and her grandfather unsure of what to do next as Sesshoumaru recognized jiji's ceremonial clothing.

“Grandpas,” Kagome began.

“Kagome, what is going on?” he exclaimed as he stared at the demon. He knew what the creature in front of him was and only a sliver of what destruction he could rain down.

~ . o . O . o . ~

Inuyasha awoke with a start. The moon hung high in the night sky, dimly lighting the forest. For a brief second, he could not remember where he was or what had happened. The forest around him seemed to sway with a light wind as it caressed him. He stood, leaning heavily against the tree for support. Something tugged at him. His eyes concentrated on the empty spot to his right. The void seemed to stretch before him as he realized Kikyou had disappeared again.

However, Inuyasha knew that she could not have gone far. The barrier was still erected, concealing their location from prying eyes. ‘Why did she leave cover?’ The hanyou sniffed the air. The odor of earth lingered in the air as he let his nose do the guiding. He emerged from the tree line. The river snaked along as he spotted the red and white of Kikyou’s clothing.

As quickly and quietly as he could, Inuyasha moved to her side, intent on drilling her with questions. What was she doing so close to the village? Why did she leave the barrier? Kikyou turned to met his eyes as he stood a few feet away. The silence was drawn out before he whispered her name. “Kikyou.”

“Inuyasha,” she whispered back. He knew she was waiting, waiting for him to continue, but Inuyasha could not find his voice though his lips moved. She reached for his hand and pulled him gently with her as she walked to the serene waters. All Inuyasha could do was numbly follow her. The urgent thoughts and questions had slipped through his fingers as they entered the warm summer waters.

The surrounding scenery began to ripple again, fading in and out as Inuyasha tried to keep his eyes open and focused. Confusion consumed him as he lost the ability to decipher reality from illusions. He was lost in the web that had been set.

~ . o . O . o . ~

Kagome sat under the Goshin Boku staring up through the branches into the starry night sky. The city sounds gave her mixed feelings and she found herself yearning for the gentle hum of crickets. Her mind was burdened with the events of the last few weeks. How would she make it through such a tough situation this time? Memories of Inuyasha flooded her thoughts; his words, his actions.

“Don’t worry, Kagome, I am here with you. We can make it through anything.”

A deep sigh erupted from her. She could not count on him. She was alone. She closed her eyes as her time with Inuyasha washed over her. It seemed like a hopeless situation. The one her heart truly called for had abandoned her, choosing instead a clay pot. Anger flared as tears fell. Never had Kagome been so empty. Her heart sagged in her chest as she could only continue on in her silent hell. She should at least be grateful that Sesshoumaru held some sliver of interest in her.

Sesshoumaru had to pull himself out of her heavenly image. The Mandarin style clothing complimented her to no extent. The satiny aqua coupled with the soft honey yellow trim made her raven hair, rosy lips, and blue eyes more prominent. He was becoming lost in this human female. He had to break this hold, free himself. “Kagome,” the name slipped out unbidden by the demon. Her train of thoughts halted when she heard him.

She peered up to see his amber eyes on her. “Sesshoumaru,” she whispered as she abruptly stood. Kagome cursed herself, hoping that he would not be able to sense or smell despair. “Umm, what are you doing?” she asked as she tried to make the atmosphere lighter. His white yukata was leaving little to the imagination.

He moved to quickly grab her arm, restraining her from moving further away. He could not wait any longer. Within the hour, the bond that he had formed would have vanished and the delicate time line that they were following would be disrupted. Everything would have to begin again and Sesshoumaru was not that patient. “What are you thinking about?”

“Thinking about?” Kagome blinked as she could only repeat his words as he inched himself closer. Inuyasha had vanished from her thoughts and the woman could not remember any worries as their lips met. His hands pulled her against his chest. The light yukata was open and revealed his chest. Kagome could feel the demon’s soft skin and could not help but let her hands roam over the muscles. She longed for things that she had not known existed as Sesshoumaru deepened the kiss.

A soft moan escaped her throat. It broke the shaky resolve that the demon had been holding back. The deadline was approaching quickly. Sesshoumaru broke the kiss, wrapping his arms around Kagome’s waist as he swiftly moved up into the branches of the sacred tree. His hand caressed her neck and followed the cloth that was open, which revealed the swell of her breasts. He trailed kisses down, unbuttoning the top to bare her taught nipples.

Lost in his touch, Kagome could only surrender at the overwhelming sensations Sesshoumaru had unearthed inside her. She wrapped her arms around his neck, filling her hands with the hair at the base of his head. His hand slipped down her bottoms. Kagome jumped, startled by his forward contact. She only hesitated slightly before urging him on, drowning in the pleasure he was creating. She wanted more.

Sesshoumaru wasted no time, cutting his finger so that he could mingle their blood again. His fingers teased her folds momentarily before entering. Kagome was surprised and jerked under him. The demon found that he had to tightened his hold on her, he needed her still. “Kagome,” his voice was husky and deep as he demanded her to look at him.

Her eyes fluttered open. She pulled on the hair in her hands, not wanting to listen anymore. He growled and roughly devoured her mouth as his fingers continued their assault. Her release racked the woman’s body as she went limp in his arms. A smile played across her features and her eyes closed into a dreamless sleep.

~ . o . O . o . ~

I now have someone helping me! Yay a beta after all! So I will fix any errors that were in the previous chapters. If it’s something important then I will make a note that you might want to re-read it. Thanks to Marcia for the help. [mlmonty ] She’s great because she’s also helping me with another one of my fics as well! I love kind people. Kind people beta, rate and review. Hey at least do one! @,@ And thanks to Karen Kane for helping me clear up the yukata confusion! ^^ Okay, so to clear up anything.... Kagome is only able to remember one of Sesshoumaru’s little “meetings”; and I’m referring to chapter two when Kagome was bathing. For the other two she was sedated by the incense. Just in case anyone forgot!

Yukata - en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kimono

Jiji - is a term Kagome used in reference to her granfather

CREDIT CREDIT CREDIT!!! The pajama design I got from http://www.bedheadpjs.com; style: Ming/Aqua Paisley. Here are two links I uploaded for you.

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YFML

2007-05-31T02:36:31Z

>,< i started my own fanfiction mailing list. we'll see how it does. i have yet to post it up, but a link will go up with all new chapters from now on.

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stamps

2007-05-30T04:03:01Z

hey, i made a bunch of stamps for some of my favorite stuff. i also made some for me. you should check them out. feel free to use them, just give me credit me either here at this journal or my graphic one [yuki_hime].

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new posts

2007-05-28T23:12:18Z

i posted up my story/stories on some new sites.

you can find An Unexpected Love at inuyoukaifanfiction.com. hopefully this link will lead you to my author page, if not my username is yukihime. also at destiny's gateway, adultfanfiction.net [username:yukihime], mediaminer.org [username:yukisan],

AUL 04

2007-05-22T20:01:18Z

thanks goes to mlmonty !
i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ my beta..

Seika - Inu-youkai - Sekia is gentle yet very stern. Put in charge by Sesshoumaru, she is too teach Kagome the youkai ways of Court and to ensure that she is kept on track in her duties and up to date with her knowledge of political and social occurrences. Her job is the hardest as she is always fighting against her keep. However, there are dark secrets that she has hidden. Seika is about a foot taller than Kagome with long gray hair and honey eyes. Her skin is pale and she had a single stripe on each cheek.

Makoto - Hanyou - Makoto holds several resembles to Inuyasha and thus Kagome forms a strong bond with the woman. She is second in command and takes Seika’s position when the youkai is not around. Makoto has not had an easy life because her mother was human. Her father was a general of Inutaisho’s and that is the reason she is taken care of by Sesshoumaru-sama. Born and raised in the castle, she has had little experiences with the outside world and little contact with humans in general. She is only three inches higher than Kagome and has pitch black hair with white ears. The woman’s sapphire eyes are set against her caramel skin. In many ways she resembles Kagome.

Yumi - Human - Yumi is of course the youngest of Kagome’s entourage. And although humans are rare around Sesshoumaru’s castle, she is a special case. The girl is Makoto’s relative and was taken in when the village she lived in was destroyed; she does not possess any demonic blood. The two form a quick and close bond, and Yumi becomes her closest confidant and trustee. But the woman is hiding her own dark secret that she fears will bring her death. Yumi is a year older than Kagome and has brown hair and hazel eyes. She is small and is often mistaken to be younger than she is.

~ . o . O . o . ~

An Unexpected Love

Chapter Four : Down the Rabbit Hole

~ . o . O . o . ~

Singing birds filled her ears. The sound of doors opening and closing were faint, and Kagome was slipping in and out of her dreams, as they were still tugging, pulling at her. Muffled words hung above her and the woman slowly opened her eyes, bright light poured into the room.

The words had become clearer, she could hear the voice, and it seemed to repeat non-stop. “Milady, are you okay?”

Kagome focused her vision, ‘Yumi?’ She sat up, with her assistance. “Yumi...”

“Milady, please, let’s get you into a bath. We must soak your wounds again.” The woman nodded and rose with difficultly, and with much help from her human companion. Yumi had been there and helped her so much in the past three days that Kagome did not know how she would ever be able to thank her properly.

Kagome was disorientated when she first woke but the past two days had rushed back to her; lessons with Seika and Makoto, the grueling training sessions with Sesshoumaru. That was what had put her in this condition. She had learned that Sesshoumaru was a slave-driver. Worse than his brother in some ways. Inuyasha had kept his distance too. Actually it seemed he was outright avoiding her, but she was handling it. She hid her pain deep in her heart, locking it away so that no one may see or know of it; not expressing her worries to anyone. Kagome had to look forward to another long and harsh day ahead of her.

Yumi stood rushing to get her bathrobe grabbing the woman’s attention. Kagome had been lost in her thoughts. “Yumi...” she began as the robe was wrapped around her wet form. “Where is Seika and Makoto?”

“Sesshoumaru-sama had requested to see you this morning. Seika and Makoto are under different orders, I believe,” her words were hushed.

She nodded. “I see.” From the tone of Yumi’s voice, this was unusual indeed. ‘What was going on?’ Kagome was rushed through her various morning preparations as Yumi quickly had her ready in twenty minutes, quickly dressing her in a pale pink kimono. She didn’t know how they managed it under the tight time restrictions.

When Yumi had completed her task, Kagome stood, briefly catching her reflection before being herded out into the foyer. The duo exited the room and moved to Sesshoumaru’s office. The walk was short and as they were approaching the destination, the lord’s commanding voice and Seika’s obedient replies could be heard. “If she is not prepared in time, it will be your head.”

Kagome covered her mouth. ‘Sesshoumaru was threatening Seika.’ She immediately felt horrible. It had been hard for her to even understand how the youkai class system worked much less remember over fifty officials, not counting their ancestors. Kagome had not realized how important Seika’s position was. She would have to work much harder for her sake.

The doors opened and Kagome was face to face with the her youkai sensei. The woman’s hard stare pinned Kagome in her spot. Sesshoumaru stood several feet behind her, his voice carried out into the hall when his eyes landed on his fiancé. “Kagome.” Her eyes moved to the speaker. “Come.”

She nodded and moved to enter, Seika and Yumi disappearing as the doors shut behind her. Sesshoumaru led her to the nearest chair, seating her then moving to his desk. “Today’s plans have changed.”

Kagome nodded. She had already assumed that. “Sesshoumaru-sama,” Kagome began, “why were you threatening Seika-sama?”

His gaze met hers. “It is her job and she is failing. I will not tolerate failures. There are no excuses.” They both knew what he meant. When Sesshoumaru had asked her questions about the royal court she had failed horribly.

Kagome became irritated. She could understand this part of the demonic nature, if only to an extent. Inuyasha had been extremely hard on himself. She sighed and stood quickly, catching the lord off-guard at her sudden movements. She was about to show him exactly what she was capable of. “I don’t think that it is fair to punish Seika for something that is my fault.” He had put her through hours of hard physical training... “What about if I fail? Are you going to kill me as well?”

He stood, moving toward the female. “You have a point.” Kagome held her breath. The look in his eyes told her she had triggered a reaction. His hands held her in place as he shifted his body to cover any escape, pressing her against the side of his desk. “Then I shall have to punish you in others ways.” She understood his meaning as she felt his hot breath on her neck. His teeth grazed her skin and she whimpered from surprise. “Do not let my harsh words to Seika affect you. She understands her place and only needed to be reminded.” He released his hold on her, quickly moving to the opposite side of his desk. “There has been a change in plans.” His words caught her attention. It did not sound like it was good news. “You will return to your village tomorrow and stay for the three days we agreed upon, However, I alone will be accompanying you.”

Kagome turned, her expression one of surprise and worry. “Sesshoumaru-sama...” How would she explain to him her predicament?

“You can not argue this with me.” He reached over to stroke her cheek. “I will follow you and there is no other option other than you not going.” She closed her eyes. “I did not think you would choose that.”

Kagome would have to explain to him. There was no way around it. His voice snapped her back. “Come, do not be upset.”

“That is not it,” she paused, unsure of how to word the truth. ‘I’m from the future..... No, it’s way to cliche. There’s a well that connects our times..... maybe I can pull that one off.’ Kagome took a deep breath. “You see there are...complications when it comes to me going home.”

“Complications?” He assumed she was speaking of Inuyasha’s presence in the village. “We can discuss them later. The journey is less than a day away, so we will travel light. Tomorrow we will leave at dawn.” He pushed forward. Time was running short and the demon feared that he would have to move the ceremony up. At this time, he could not afford to let her out of his sight.

“Very well,” she replied as she bowed, remembering Seika’s instructions on addressing one’s lord or another regent lord. He was stunned into silence as she elegantly bowed then removed herself from his study. Maybe he had been too hard on Seika.

~ . o . O . o . ~

Kagome had not intended on showing him the way she was able to return home, mostly out of fear that it would be used as a weapon against her. How was she going to get out of this? The woman sighed heavily. There was only one way out of the situation and as much as Kagome hated to admit it, the only answer was to pass seeing her mom, Grandpa, and Souta. The miko could only hope for another chance in the future.

Makoto, who had been waiting outside, had escorted her to the outside gardens, making her quarters a side stop. Kagome had requested fresh air and a quiet, solitary space so that she could be left alone with her thoughts. Makoto had argued that the lord would not be happy if she were completely alone and unguarded, so she instructed her to stay out of her sight. It had been stifling with someone around twenty-four-seven and Kagome began to wonder what everyone else was doing.

Her eyes soaked in the beautiful view. The wind caressed her skin as she pulled her study notes out of her sleeve. She would know all who attended the court’s functions by the end of the day.

Several hours passed before the woman was interrupted. Seika stood over her, wearing the same mask as her master. “Come, Lady Kagome, Lord Sesshoumaru requests your audience.” She nodded her comprehension and stood, following the elder.

“Again? What is it this time?” The woman was silent. Kagome had already began questioning why Seika kept her distance. She could see something change in the youkai when the lord was around but Kagome could never understand what ‘it’ was. When they reached the main entrance, Kagome could no longer hold her tongue. “Seika, you do not like me, do you?”

The demon turned and looked into her eyes. “It does not matter what I like milady. This is my duty and I shall preform it to my best.”

“I see.” Kagome replied. Unlike Sesshoumaru, it seemed that Seika’s distaste in humans only extended to her.

“If I may ask you something,” Seika’s voice disrupted her thoughts, “why are you marrying the lord?”

“I’m not sure why.” Her mind wondered back to all the times he had been there, times when it should have been Inuyasha. Yet, where the hanyou had failed, his brother picked up the slack. Kagome owed him her life. If this was how Sesshoumaru intended for her to pay him back then so be it. She could never forget Inuyasha’s betrayal.

The two entered the large foyer turning down the opposing hall. Kagome’s eyes finally settled before the lord’s sliding doors. During the short walk, she had decided to tell Sesshoumaru that she had changed her mind about returning home. ‘I’m sorry Mama.’

When the entrance opened, the room was revealed to be empty. Confusion crossed her features as Seika prodded her into the space. “Please wait here.” Kagome's words were cut off as Seika closed the way out.

The room was dimly lit and Kagome hesitantly moved to the open chair she had occupied several hours earlier. The morning events came rushing back to her and Kagome had the uneasy feeling of dread settle over her. Her eyes landed on his desk again and the woman reached out to touch the marble top. The surface was cool and smooth under her skin.

Sesshoumaru stood in the shadows behind her, intently watching the woman. Her outward demeanor was calm yet he could smell the turmoil that raged under the mask she displayed. After several more seconds, the youkai lord emerged, surprising Kagome when the warmth of his body had pressed against hers. Though she attempted to turn away, he held her tightly, lowering his head to meet her ear. “What is it that you are hiding?”

The lord understood that this woman had held many secrets from him. And although it did not bother him, Sesshoumaru did not intend to let them stay secret either. Her expression was full of shock and horror. “I can smell it on you,” his whispered words and hot breath caressed her skin and Kagome could feel herself slipping again.

Did Sesshoumaru possess the ability to hypnotize humans? Was he able to put them under a spell of complete obedience? “I wish to remain here.” Her words were short and she could not keep the hint of fear from her voice.

Her answer stunned him and she could read the shock momentarily. “Inuyasha will not bother us.”

Kagome feared his threat but pushed on. “No, it is not that.”

“Then explain.” His golden eyes pinned her and Kagome felt like she was made of stone. How could she? His grip hardened. “Kagome.” It was a clear order. Yet the woman could not bring herself to speak the truth. Her eyes filled with tears that began falling from her blinking orbs. “Very well then. Shhh.... Kagome,” he spoke softly as the youkai gently embraced the female. “Do not cry.” Sesshoumaru decided that there were other more effective ways to get information from her.

He lead her to the adjoining room, fitted out as a lounging area. A large padded platform decorated the center of the space, covered with pillows in various colors. He knew that Seika was still stationed outside yet it could not be helped. The demon knew not to intrude into this area. He placed the woman on the cushions turning to quickly light the incense.

When he faced her, she was silent, her eyes and face void of emotion; simply waiting for whatever came next. Her spoke her name. “Kagome.”

The woman did not move, her breathing was low and her heart rate dropped significantly in such a short time. Sesshoumaru moved to her side quickly. Two sticks would not have this much effect on her. She must have consumed another sedative. A low growl rumbled in his throat. Had Seika been behind this? Had the youkai found that she was a miko?

‘Damn.’ There was little time to sort through the current situation. He had to move forward. When he touched the woman she was limp, falling forward into his arms. He growled again; jealous women were getting on his nerves. Sesshoumaru laid Kagome on her back, moving her body so that her legs were up too. He brushed hair away from her eyes, leaning in to whisper his questions quickly, before she fell completely unconscious. “Kagome, tell me the truth about your home. How do you return?”

Her mouth open and her chest rose as she spoke, “You must travel though the well.”

“Well?” The youkai’s eyes widened in surprise. “Tell me what you mean? Why must you use a well to return home?”

“I am from the future.” Her statement shook the demon. It must be a joke. Yet he knew it to be the truth. No one was able to lie after inhaling the incense. ‘So Inuyasha had kept her hidden secret well until now. What a prize to let go of.’ He stared into her hazy sky blue eyes. She was special.

“Who else is able to travel to your time?”

“Only Inuyasha.”

Inuyasha. “How is he able to transcend with you?”

“I am not sure,” her flat voice replied.

‘Whatever link that was between Kagome and Inuyasha which allowed the hanyou access to such a power may still exist.’ Sesshoumaru stroked her cheek. ‘That could prove to be both a problem and a resource.’ Though Sesshoumaru was not sure, the demon began to wonder if the blood seal he placed on Kagome was enough to grant him such privileges. Even though the process had only just began, they would soon become one with each other. ‘Such chances are wasted on Inuyasha time and time again.’ Her breathing was low and he bent to listen closer. “Kagome,” he whispered, “sleep now.”

The demon rose and shut the sliding doors behind him, leaving the female alone. He would deal with Seika’s disobedience swiftly. Kagome had suddenly become much more valuable.

~ . o . O . o . ~

Inuyasha crept along the back wall. After the events of that night, Inuyasha realized that the situation seemed hopeless. There were little choices that he had left to him. It seemed that the only thing that may save Kagome was taking her back to her time. How had things gotten so out of hand? ‘Did he trick her? Threaten her?’

He huffed, holding back his temper when it rose. He had to concentrate. His memory was sketchy but Inuyasha was sure that Sesshoumaru had placed a seal on her. Although that bastard had altered the ritual by doubling it. He smelled Kagome near. Inuyasha smiled. It would be easier than he thought.

The door slide open, revealing the unconscious woman clad in sunset pinks. The hanyou quickly glanced around before entering, not seeing another soul. Inuyasha was at Kagome’s side, checking her vitals. Her still form captivated him. It had seemed that she had become even more beautiful, though he was not sure if that was even possible. He could smell faint traces of the incense on her. Suddenly, he was knocked to the ground, his vision blurred as golden eyes rose to see his attacker.

Sesshoumaru’s voice was low. “What are you doing back here? She is mine now. Do not lay your filthy hands on her again.”

Inuyasha shook his head, his vision still unfocused. ‘Back here?’ He growled. “Shut up. Kagome does not belong to anyone.”

“You saw me seal her did you not?” Astonishment covered his face as it reddened. He tried to rise, only to be forced down again. “Calm little brother,” he laughed. “I will not hurt her. Yet I was lead to believe that you had no feelings for her. Are you jealous that she is with me?”

“You haven’t told her the whole truth have you?! I will save her from you.”

“Save her from me? It is I who saved her,” he laughed again. “I saved her from you and she came willingly, little brother.” Sesshoumaru could not help himself as another laughed emerged. Inuyasha’s resolve seemed broken by his statement. “You enjoyed the other night then?” he asked as he rendered the hanyou unconscious.

It seemed too good. Now the youkai did not have to worry about Inuyasha interfering as he attempted to enter into Kagome’s world. Sesshoumaru had little care for the taste of revenge but when the opportunity to truly break his sibling arose, the demon could not pass it up. He called for Ichiro, his captain of the guard, to inform him of the intrusion.

The tall man entered alone into the private area, discreetly noting the unconscious woman and hanyou. He bowed and kneeled before Sesshoumaru. “You called, Milord.”

Sesshoumaru turned, facing the youkai. Ichiro, clad in red and silver armor, was the son of Ukito, another well trained general in his father’s militia. He possessed deep gray eyes and hair darker than his master. They were about the same age too. “It seems that Inuyasha was able to cross past your defenses.” The anger in his voice was apparent.

“My humblest apologies, Milord. How may I repent? Shall I take him....”

“No,” Sesshoumaru cut him off, “I shall deal with him myself. Make sure that you are more active in your duties.” He motioned for him to leave. “However, after I leave, do not let the taijiya, houshi or him,” he pointed to Inuyasha on the floor, “follow.”

“Understood.” The warrior left, mentally noting the trouble that seemed to fall on his lord. Something was wrong and yet his lord held his tongue.

~ . o . O . o . ~

Inuyasha woke to dim lighting. He could smell the numbing incense burning the air around him. It caused him to sneeze. He suddenly realized that he was unable to move his legs and arms. His voice gone as well. Kagome’s motionless form caught his attention when he scanned the dark area.

He knew that they had to be in Sesshoumaru’s quarters. Furs were draped over almost everything. Battle axes, long and short swords, and his family crest adorned the walls. Inuyasha only had faint memories of what his father’s room must have looked like, and he guessed that these weapons were once Inutaisho’s.

He huffed and tried pulling on the restraints again. Nothing. He couldn’t even get any slack. A laugh caught his ears. “Please continue. I was enjoying watching you struggle.” Inuyasha glared at his brother, unable to speak the questions on his tongue. “I will make you regret that you ever came back. What did you hope to do Inuyasha? You have already broken her faith in you, unable to keep a simple promise.” Inuyasha jerked at him, his anger beginning to boil. “Are you surprised that I know so much? Your comrades were so willing to help me, giving me the information I needed.” He sighed as he turned his back on the hanyou. “But I guess I would feel the same way if I were you. After all, such a woman; able to travel through time.”

His whole body frozen when Sesshoumaru spoke those words. Travel through time. Surely Miroku nor Sango would have told him. And Inuyasha knew that Kagome would never tell her himself. ‘How had he found out?’

“Well, we shall see tomorrow if I can attain such a gift.” In a swift movement, Sesshoumaru closed the special tomb, leaving only Inuyasha's eyes still visible. He had discovered this standing torture chamber on one of his early trips outside of his father’s kingdom. The tale behind the device interested him. It seemed that it had finally come in handy. “Enjoy the show.”

Inuyasha violently shook his container, unable to free himself or wake the sleeping woman. ‘Kagome!’ He cried yet it was hopeless. Sesshoumaru would discover the well and if he was able to cross into her time, all hope would be lost.

The demon gently moved the female as he untied her obi, revealing the milky skin beneath. Inuyasha tried screaming again but his voice was still silent. He could only watch as his brother did whatever he wanted. Golden orbs witnessed the combination of his blood with hers. Kagome’s cries filled the room only to be cut off by his mouth.

The toxic smell intensified, causing Inuyasha to cough, trying to clear his lungs. His vision began blurring again as he tried to focus his eyes on the unconscious Kagome. It was useless. Inuyasha suddenly realized how Sesshoumaru knew about Kagome and the well. He had won.

~ . o . O . o . ~

Kagome woke to the morning sun shining in her eyes. She lifted a hand to block the bright rays, noticing suddenly that she was not in her own bed. A deep voice caught her attention and her eyes meet Sesshoumaru’s. “You are finally awake.” Her surprised expression cause the demon to laugh to himself. He stroked her face again, calming her before she went crazy with worry. “I did not violate our contract.”

She sat up, trying to regain her composure, pulling the sheet up to her chin. “Sesshoumaru-sama, what happened?” She could feel the heat of him next to her and blushed hotly. Her thoughts and eyes were wondering over his chest and below the sheet.

He moved, towering over her and dropped his voice. “You feel asleep in my lounge and I brought you to bed with me.” The lord decided to keep his earlier interrogation a secret. “We shall leave at noon.”

“Leave?” Kagome repeated. Where were they going again?

“Yes, for your village. It will be the two of us.” Kagome could only stare blankly at him as he rose, wrapping a sheet around his waist. “I will send Yumi in.”

“Wait...” she blurted out, avoiding his eyes. “Sesshoumaru, must we go?”

He turned surprised at her question. “Do you not wish to see your family?”

Kagome sighed. Yes she did but how would she explain the situation? “Yes, but...”

“Then do not fret.” He moved to stroke her cheek. “Everything will be okay.”

The door slide open behind him, revealing Ichiro, kneeled and waiting orders. “Milord.”

“Send for Yumi,” he spoke with his back to the captain.

Kagome heard the door shut. “But...” she began before the door opened again. Yumi emerged from the entrance, clothing in her arms.

“Milady,” she bowed before approaching the bed. Sesshoumaru moved to cover the coffin as Ichiro appeared kneeling again. The two exited the space leaving the women inside. Yumi quickly dressed her mistress. “Are you okay, Milady?” she whispered.

Kagome looked at her with a quizzical expression. She nodded unable to speak. She could not even tell Sesshoumaru how she felt. How was she going to keep him from finding out the truth? The miko was lost.

Yumi pulled her to the door. “Please, come Milady. We must get you ready for the journey.”

~ . o . O . o . ~

The morning whizzed by for Kagome. She was in another world, lost in her thoughts and the worry about the upcoming events. She stood outside the great double doors, waiting for Sesshoumaru and without an answer to her problems. Kagome continually fidgeted with her sleeves; her fingers obsessively playing with the cloth. She had to say something.

The light blue and black kimono danced in the wind as her hair accessories sang. The woman looked like a goddess, Sesshoumaru realized as he exited from the hall. He could smell her fear and although he had to admit that it did taste delicious, it bothered him that this gentle creature possessed such an emotion.

For the first time, the demon lord wished to take the feeling away. He wished to find the words that would erase those dark threads she was entangled in. Kagome held her back to him as he approached. The youkai gently placed a hand on her back as he whispered in her ear, “Are you ready?”

Before she could reply, they were several feet off the ground with only a white cloud below their feet. Kagome’s first instincts were to cling to her partner and she received a light laugh from him in doing so. However, she ignored his response as her eyes were glued to the passing scenery. In the times she had taken to air traveling, there had always been an urgency. Yet, now the woman had time to enjoy the view. She seemed to forget how delicate the situation she was in as her eyes remained transfixed beneath her feet.

Suddenly, the thatched roofs of village homes wisked into her sight. Kagome held her breath. It came rushing back to her. Their destination. The well. The future. What would she do? Before Kagome could speak they were on the ground between the well and the outskirts of the village. She briefly wondered if Inuyasha would come for her.

Sesshoumaru pulled her along as they made their way to the well. Kagome could make no protests, her voice had abandoned her in her desperation. Her eyes were glazed and it was not until they had stopped that her vision cleared. The old well stood alone in the grassy field. It seemed like her world was crashing down. What would she do?

Sesshoumaru stopped and Kagome came to rest beside him. She stood there for what seemed like hours before approaching the portal. Her eyes studied the bark. Nothing had changed; ivy still clung to the edges, inviting her home again. The tall grass and clove patches. ‘Yes, nothing had changed.’ Yet Kagome could not keep herself from touching the wood. It was so close. She did not know if she could make it through before he caught her, but there was still a slim chance.

Before she could lift her foot, Sesshoumaru was at her side. His hand gently caressed her lower back, while his palm touched the bark. ‘Does he sense it?’ The miko held her breath. She was too afraid to look him in the eyes. ‘What am I going to do?’ She shut her eyes quickly, trying to calm herself. It did her no good to start freaking out.

Sesshoumaru’s voice broke her out of her thoughts. “Are you not ready?” He leaned in. “Come,” he pulled her into his arms as he stepped up on the edge of the hole.

“What?” She was confused. Did he know? She peered down into the dark abyss. Would the gate allow him to pass?

“Kagome,” he called her name again, causing her blue eyes to stare into his. His face came rushing down, his lips capturing hers in an overwhelming kiss. They stepped over the edge, gently floating down. Blue light erupted from below their feet, leaving them in the dark.

Sesshoumaru broke the intimate touch and peered into the woman’s listless face.

~ . o . O . o . ~

Hey I know it took me long enough... >,< Sorry. I try to get these out quickly but it doesn’t always work - like my internet crashing for a week! And thus I was a little depressed (but I’m better now). I have noticed the typos and errors and plan on re-posting corrected chapters when I have time, hopefully quickly. Thanks to Marcia! ^^ (mlmonty )

AUL 03

2007-05-22T19:55:28Z

the second chapter of AUL. thanks goes to mlmonty!

~ . o . O . o . ~

An Unexpected Love

Chapter Three : Transitions

~ . o . O . o . ~

She felt the sun’s warmth on her skin. Kagome stirred as the soft pelt caressed her face. Her eyes fluttered open. Clouds dotted the bluest sky she could remember. The woman sat up, finding herself in a field full of multicolored flowers with the forest around her. The forgotten furs fell to the grass as she heard Rin’s laughter in the distance. Kagome stood, panic suddenly gripped her chest. ‘What had happened? Where was everyone? Where am I?'

Kagome legs carried her toward the girl’s voice. When she topped the hill, she was stunned into silence. A lavish stone-washed castle appeared in the hollow. Ivy covered several portions, giving the illusion of the structure growing from the earth itself. The valley was littered with more flowers and trees. It looked like a sea of color. Sesshoumaru’s home was beautiful, and very large.

Rin caught sight of the miko and rushed to greet her. “Nee-chan, Nee-chan, you are finally awake.” The little girl managed to tangle herself with Kagome’s legs causing her to laugh. The child seemed familiar with their surroundings so Kagome assumed her assumption was correct.

“Rin could you tell me where everyone is?” ‘What about my friends?’ She was worried but did not want to upset the child. ‘What about Inuyasha?’

The child cocked her head, a little confused but answered the question anyway. “Sesshoumaru-sama is inside.” She pointed to the castle.

“Thank you. Would you like to come inside with me? I need to speak with Sesshoumaru-sama.”

The girl threw her arms up. “Yeah!” She pulled the miko to the castle. The two entered through the open kitchen door. Kagome stalled when she walked into the large space. Three women returned her gaze. “Are you hungry Nee-chan?” Rin spoke, unaware of the tension between the older women. Her eyes were trained on the female in front of her. Her words jerked the women into reality, having realized who she was they immediately bowed. Rin stopped and looked confused, her gaze switched between the head cook and her Nee-chan.

Kagome laughed lightly, completely unsure of what to do, she was no royalty! “Uh, come on Rin, let’s just find Sesshoumaru-sama.” The woman gently guided her to the opposing door, quickly shutting it behind her. ‘That was unpleasant.’ “Thank god that’s over,” she sighed.

When she turned around, Sesshoumaru stood only a few feet away with Rin in his arms. It was an unexpected scene and she couldn’t hold her smile. “Sesshoumaru-sama.”

“Come, I will escort you to your room.” He sat the child down. “Rin, go prepare yourself for dinner and behave.”

“Yes, Sesshoumaru-sama!” She ran down the opposing hall, turning briefly and shouting that she would see Nee-chan later before disappearing.

Sesshoumaru had definitely seen a change in Rin’s behavior over the last several months. “Come.” He took her hand and escorted her down the hall in front of them.

She blushed heavily. “Sesshoumaru-sama, is this necessary?”

“You must learn the ways of the court. The first wife is referred to as the Lady of the House and is always on my arm. You have that authority and you must learn to wield it when you socialize with the other females in court. You are now part of the Inu-clan and must not bring disgrace upon the name.” The girl swallowed hard. There were so many rules. “From now on, you shall not leave your room without an escort.” Kagome began to argue but the prince steam-rolled her. “There are no exceptions to the rules. You are a target and I intend to protect you from anyone who wishes ill upon me.”

They stopped in front of an ornate sliding door. Large dog demons were depicted in silver and gold threads as they danced in the night sky. The entrance opened and three women appeared before her. They bowed and greeted her in unison, “Lady Kagome.”

“Uh,” she quickly looked to the demon on her right. “Sesshoumaru-sama please I really don’t need...”

He cut her short, “You need to be schooled in various fields Kagome. I’m afraid, you must bear with it. I will be back before dinner.” He turned and left her standing half-way in the door as he walked back the way they had came. She sighed, he avoided her questions again. She began wondering if they ever were going to talk.

“My Lady, come in.” Two women rushed to her side, one holding her hand and the other began a quick sizing. The door shut and Kagome turned to see the youngest of the three rising.

“Please wait.” She smiled, finally getting their attention. This was going to be a long day. “Can’t I have your names first?”

“Yes, milady, of course,” the woman with her hand spoke. “My name is Seika.” Kagome studied her briefly, afraid she might offend the female. Her skin was a soft white with an ultra light marine stripe that crossed each cheek. Her hair was the color of stone, restrained into three sections, with eyes that were liquid pools of honey as she met the other’s gaze. It was obvious that she was full-blooded.

Seika motioned for the other two to stand in front of the lady. “My name is Makoto.” The next one that spoke resembled Inuyasha so much, Kagome had to hold her breath. She had not really gotten a good look until then. White ears were set atop her head, standing apart from the long raven locks that flowed. Her eyes were sapphire jewels set against caramel skin. She smiled at her. It was weird to see a female inu-hanyou.

“My name is Yumi milady.” The girl’s voice was soft and Kagome pegged her to be around her own age. Her dark chocolate hair hid her hazel eyes well. She was petite and seemed out of place in the setting of demons.

Why had Sesshoumaru gotten her companions like them? A youkai, a hanyou and a human. It was a weird combination, Kagome had to admit. She began doubting that Sesshoumaru had even hated humans in the first place and wondered if his hatred stemmed from Inuyasha’s mother. “It is nice to meet you.”

The human and hanyou looked to Seika, she was a little hesitant too. They had not prepared themselves for someone who would be innocent and so nice. “Um, milady,” the demon stumbled for a moment, “are you ready for your bath? We have little time and we must get you ready.”

She nodded. Yumi rushed in front of them to open the opposing door as Makoto gently guided the woman into the adjoining room. “Can’t you call me Kagome?”

Seika followed and shut the entry off to the front foyer. “No milady that is much too informal. Makoto, hand me the measurements.” The hanyou turned her task over to Yumi. She briskly handed the notes over to her superior then returned to her prior duties. The duo worked quickly disrobing the young mistress as Seika looked over the numbers. Her build was perfect. Sesshoumaru had at least found a decent looking human although she could not tell what was so special about her anyway.

Kagome glanced around the elegant bath room. Several feet before her was a hot spring sunk into the earth. Ivy hung low over them, draping down the walls. The flowers were scattered about and their smell sweetened the air. The girl blushed as they put her in the water. Then Kagome shrieked as they disrobed, pulling their hair back to join her.

“Please, milady, calm down,” Yumi spoke, surprising the woman. Makoto handed the soap as Yumi reached for her hair chemicals. Seika caught Kagome’s eye as she walked around them, opening the door across from the one they entered. Kagome’s eyes were locked on the scenery that befell her. It took her breath away; a meadow of flowers with a waterfall. She relaxed, content to ignore the two bathing her and lose herself in the view. Kagome had thought that landscapes like the one in front of her were only in fantasies and fairy tales, never did she believe that she would set her eyes on something so heavenly.

The door shut behind Kagome, bringing her back to reality. Seika had disappeared. “Um, Makoto, Yumi, do you have to bath me every time?” Her question was whispered in fear of her answer.

“It is part of our job milady,” Makoto replied. She sighed and gave a small nod. They rinsed her and Yumi rose, quickly grabbing a deep violet robe to wrap her mistress and then moved to shut the open gate as the hanyou finished drying the woman. They grabbed two plain robes and hastily covered their forms before the trio emerged into the private entrance hall. The wall to her right had been moved and now revealed another space.

The lady of the house was led into the adjoining cabin. The group found Seika at a wardrobe full of expensive clothing. She turned, a deep dirty blue skirt and cream kimono in her arms. “Your clothes, milady.” The women rushed her to the backless seat in the middle of the room as Seika went to hang the garment on the screen. Kagome’s eyes were held briefly by the design, the same kind that adorned the entrance to her rooms, before Makoto took hold of her and began the long process of grooming and preparation.

Makoto had worked half-way through her tangled hair when Seika reached them. Yumi moved to light the various candles and lanterns around the room for better visibility. “Since we do not have much time, we shall simply braid the hair back here and here,” the youkai ordered as she gathered the areas and handed one off to a returning Yumi then Makoto. It took the two only a few moments before they had moved to the other side.

Seika relocated to the dresser in front of Kagome and opened the top right drawer, pulling out three compacts. She turned and approached the subject. “Close your eyes and relax, milady.” Kagome did as asked and could feel the woman work quickly. Yumi and Makoto had abandoned her hair long ago and when she could finally open her eyes, she was rushed behind the screen to change.

The trio worked their magic. A task that usually took twenty minutes, they accomplished in twelve. Kagome was fully dressed and out of breath. She was escorted to her seat again so they could put the finishing touches on. Seika placed two hair ornaments around the top braid on Kagome’s right and then tied a hanging charm from her waist.

When the lady was released, she was able to examine herself. The obi was a deeper shade than the kimono and stood out well against the billowing skirt. Kagome had not noticed the intricate details on the sash, skirt or sleeves. The silver thread sparkled under the lights and caught your attention if you were not used to it. “Ahh, this is so beautiful,” she exclaimed in excitement, her fingers tracing the thread. The youkai and hanyou covered their delicate ears at her pitched voice.

“Please milady, calm yourself,” Yumi expressed as she fanned the woman. The girl blushed and mumbled her apology.

Seika and Makoto walked to the door, the hanyou opening the screens as Yumi lead the lady to her superior. “Come, milady, Lord Sesshoumaru should arrive shortly.” Kagome followed the woman. Yumi and Makoto took their places beside the entrance doors, kneeled and waiting. Seika stopped Kagome several feet from the opening and then took her place beside the female.

The two on the floor had their heads bowed, as did Seika. Kagome was a little confused. “Seika...”

The demon locked eyes, “Yes, milady?”

The door opened immediately, Sesshoumaru refused to knock and caught the group by surprise. Everyone was silent. His bride-to-be was strikingly different in more appropriate attire. Whatever they might have been discussing was lost to him. He ignored the short-coming of formalities, chalking it up to Kagome’s ignorance.

“I trust everything went well.” His eyes ignored Seika as he spoke, staring at Kagome. He had caught her gaze and refused to free the woman.

“Yes, milord. We did as you requested.”

Seika bowed as Sesshoumaru took Kagome’s hand, her expression one of confusion. “Very good.” They exited the foyer and walked the opposite way they had come before.

He was still adorned in his normal attire. “Sesshoumaru,” Kagome began.

“Are you pleased with the servants?”

She nodded. “Yes, they are nice but, I believe three is too many. Did you pick them?” He nodded in response. “Sesshoumaru... have you told Rin?”

“No.”

He offered no explanation and Kagome did not want to push. “What about Shippou, Sango and Miroku? When will I see them?”

“At dinner. Tomorrow you will have a long day, so you must rest and take it easy this evening.”

“What do you mean?”

“Seika and Makoto will be teaching you court rules and laws and then you will begin your training.”

“Training?” her voice squeaked. “But what for?”

“You must learn to control yourself around youkai.” She nodded, understanding what he was talking about. She had to control her purification. Kagome had never been around large groups of youkai that weren’t trying to kill her. It made her more nervous than anything else. The duo stopped in front of another beautifully designed door. Kagome’s eyes trained on the circular pattern that emanated from the center.

The doors opened, two male youkai were bent on the floor in a bowed greeting. Kagome glanced at them briefly as she was ushered in by Sesshoumaru. He sat her in a chair that was in front of a large marble desk, exquisite carvings adorned the posts and trim. She could hear the clack of the woven door closing as Sesshoumaru sat himself behind the table.

Memories of school bubbled to the surface along with mixed emotions. She did not know if she should laugh or cry at the irony she saw. She felt like she was in front of a sensei, except that this demon was her soon-to-be husband and her life was over now. There would be no more schooling, Kagome would never see her family again.

Kagome studied the surface, noticing more engravings near the opposing side. The demon cleared his throat and they met eyes. He had studied the display of emotions that crossed her features, his curiosity had prompted him to speak. “Kagome, what is on your mind.” The question was a statement that demanded no lies.

“Will you answer my questions?” She had to keep her composure. The woman knew that she could gain more ground if she was strong. He silently nodded approval. “When will I be able to return home?”

“You must wait a week before you can return then you will have three days there.” She nodded. Kagome was surprised that she had gotten three days so easily. The girl was prepared to fight for two. He seemed much more reasonable than Inuyasha.

“Will you explain to me the ceremony and what has to be done?”

“The ceremony lasts three full days after a courtship. The courtship will take three weeks and you will be required to appear for a ritual every three days. Seika will be the one who will guide you through and teach you what you need to know.”

“Then will she teach me the laws as well?” Kagome was not looking forward to the next few weeks.

“Yes. Do not worry, Seika is very patient.” He mistook her insecurities.

“Sesshoumaru, why are you willing to marry a human?”

“Rin has become attached to you and I do not have the skills to properly train her.”

Kagome heard his words but refused to believe them. His answer did not make sense, there were plenty of human women that she was sure the lord could find besides her. Women that were already trained and ready to meet his demands. ‘Can I really do this? What was I thinking?’ A flash of Kikyou in Inuyasha’s arms filled her thoughts. Kagome was immediately reminded why she had accepted Sesshoumaru’s offer; Inuyasha had abandoned her, a long time ago. She sighed lightly. She could have still went home.

Sesshoumaru sat across from the woman as her mind raced. He was captivated by her constant change in facial expressions. He knew that she was still filled with doubt and he could understand her concerns as her future was uncertain. The demon rose, instantly catching Kagome’s divided attention. Bewilderment was in her eyes as he took her hand, leading them back out into the hallway. She again heard the sound of the sliding door. “I want to show you something.”

The lord led her deeper into the castle. She had no clue where she was or how to even get back. It was a maze that only confused her even more. Instead of trying to map her way, Kagome decided to lose herself in the art that flowed over the walls. Inu-demons appeared to be the dominate species over the other youkai depicted. There seemed to be a story and Kagome wondered if it was Sesshoumaru’s family history.

When they stopped, Sesshoumaru left her standing as he opened the door in front of the woman. What was revealed to her was amazing, a beautiful lush garden hidden within the recesses of the castle. It was like a jungle and was out of place. “This was Izayoi’s.” Sesshoumaru’s voice startled her a bit and she looked to him. His eyes were on fire although his face was still masking the emotions underneath. “This is my wedding gift to you.”

“W...Wedding gift?” her eyes moved from his to the view that stood before her. She could not find anymore words as her eyes filled with water. She did not know if it was from the thought that Sesshoumaru had kept this garden or had thought of giving it to her. How could he have any hatred toward Inuyasha or humans seemed beyond reason. This was a sign that maybe he had hope.

A chime echoed through the small valley. “That is the dinner bell. Come, we must go.” He held his hand out to her and took the lead. Their silence lasted until they entered the dining hall. Rin had come running up behind them, her green kimono flapping against her legs with her laughing demeanor that lightened the atmosphere. She skidded around the duo as they stood, greeting the taijiya and houshi. Sango was radiant in the pale pink and cream kimono and complimented Miroku’s clean violet robes.

As Kagome began her inquiry to Shippou’s whereabouts, the fox demon hopped into her arms. “Kagome, I missed you!” The little demon had been clothed in the same hue as Rin. The hakama pants had been specialized for him so that his tail could be comfortable. His hair was still tied with a cream ribbon, standing out against his deep golden hair.

Sesshoumaru released her arm as the woman cuddled the youkai. Rin took the opportunity to jump at her otosan. The couple that witnessed the attacking of youkai and human children had to stifle their laughter. The demon lord did not look so threatening in his home.

The kappa demon came bursting in behind them, instantly aware that Rin and Shippou had gotten away from him in front of the master. Jaken, dressed in his formal attire, snapped to attention, waiting for the punishment. Yet Sesshoumaru marched on, calling everyone to take their seats as he escort Rin and Kagome, who carried her kit, to theirs.

The soon-to-be couple sat side-by-side at the head of the elegant oak table. Rin took her seat on the left of the lord with Jaken then Miroku to her left. Shippou and Sango sat to Kagome’s right. It was an old sight at the lord’s dinner table. They ate leisurely with light conversations about the grounds and beautiful home. Neither Sango or Miroku had dared to attempt questions about the ‘marriage’, especially not in front of her husband.

The meal lasted for five courses. Luscious desserts littered the top as the last string in the succession of the parade; cakes and, from what the miko could tell, home-made ice cream. The woman and her child counterpart looked at the mouth-watering food, both diving in. Sesshoumaru was a little amazed at their excitement. Kagome’s laughter filled the hall joyously as she and Rin shared a little inside joke. The girl looked surprised before following her mentor’s actions. He had not heard a genuine laugh from the child in such a long time. For a moment, Sesshoumaru felt a light in his chest.

Catching himself daydreaming, Sesshoumaru snapped himself back. Sango’s voice brought him into their conversation. “Kagome, you have cake on your face.” She pointed to her face and her laughter erupted with Rin’s. The demon looked to the woman, seeing what the taijiya had spoken of. He could not help but smirk at her expression. This woman had endured much pain and suffering, yet she always wore an expression of joy.

Sesshoumaru cleared his throat, gaining everyone’s attention. Kagome had removed the lost morsel from her face as a bright red blush adorned her complexion. “We shall move to the foreroom for the remainder of the night.” The lord stood, drawing Kagome up. Rin and Jaken stood and immediately fell into line. Shippou followed the little girl and the monk and slayer brought up the rear. They exchanged another look but keep their silence.

The room that the group was led to possessed high ceilings with prolific ornate architecture. Everyone was in awe. It encased thousands of books and sculpture which dotted the space. Three large glass windows pulled the eyes to the night sky, sloping landscape, and tree line. Sesshoumaru excused himself to the three, shutting the doors behind him.

Kagome rushed to the windows, eager to look into the depths of the forest. Sango and Miroku repeated their secret ‘look’ before the woman spoke. She hurried to her friend’s side, touching the girl’s shoulder. “Kagome,” her voice was low.

When they met eyes, the girl was trying her best to not cry. “What have I gotten myself into?” she whispered back.

Miroku approached them. “Come, let’s sit and try to relax. I do not believe Sesshoumaru will harm you or us.” He stood by several chairs in the corner. “He is an honorable man, and I am sure there are honorable intentions.” The women sat both nodding at his words.

“Please Kagome, cheer up. I’m sure everything will work out in the end.” Sango’s cheerful voice eased her spirit.

She nodded, taking a deep breath, trying to clear her mind. “You look great Sango,” her compliment caused the older woman to blush.

“Yes,” Miroku agreed “I have been telling her that all evening.” Kagome giggled. She was sure he had and she was sure those compliments were coupled with occasional groping.

“What did you two do today?” Kagome asked, trying to distract the two before their argument escalated.

“Well,” Miroku began, “we looked around our benevolent lord’s grounds.” He tone was light, but Kagome caught the underscoring truth. Had something happened?

The sound of children laughing could be heard in the hall. Suddenly the door burst open and Rin ran into the room, hoping up on Kagome’s lap. “Nee-chan!” The girl hugged her.

“Rin,” the woman laughed back. The group could hear Jaken yelling for his keep. They looked to the one in the miko’s lap. “Are you hiding from Jaken?” Her eyes gleamed with her answer.

Jaken rushed into the room, immediately bowing, “Lady Kagome.”

His formal title caused the group to swap looks. Kagome suddenly was very uncomfortable. “Jaken, please call me Kagome.” She felt unnerved after his formal address and her friend’s reactions. She felt bad that she had finally given up on Inuyasha yet Sango and Miroku had urged her to move on. They had shown no reservations nor given no argument against what had transpired between herself and the lord.

“Nee-chan, you are going to be Rin’s new mommy,” she giggled and gave her the flowers that she had been ‘hiding’. So Sesshoumaru had finally told Rin.

Kagome blushed, trying to change the subject. “Rin, do you know where Shippou is?”

“I’m sorry, Lady Kagome but Lord Sesshoumaru-sama has given me strict instructions. The kit is in his room as it is where Rin should be.” She nodded. Sesshoumaru had sent the children to bed.

“Jaken had to listen to a lecture,” the girl giggled again.

“He was talking to you too!” The kappa demon’s face would have been red if his skin was not so green. Sango and Miroku laughed, unable to keep their silence any longer.

“You two aren’t helping,” Kagome flushed as she set the girl down. She turned to the child. “How about I tuck you in?”

“But Rin doesn’t want to go to bed yet.”

She smiled. “Well, if you don’t go to bed now, how will you be rested for tomorrow?”

“Tomorrow? What’s Rin going to do tomorrow?” she enthusiastically asked.

“Well you will have to go to bed to see, won’t you?” Kagome knew that she would be hard-up for finding something that could entertain the nine year old girl. She mouthed that she would be back soon as they walked through the frame and disappeared around the corner, Jaken in tow.

Sango let her breath out. “Poor Kagome.” The girl had it hard no matter what.

“Yes, I agree. Rin is a hand-full. I do not see how Sesshoumaru has not lost his temper yet.” The monk sighed. Kagome seemed to not have good luck with men. He stood, walking to the closest shelf and pulling a book from its hold. “I wonder how Sesshoumaru has come across these.” He turned to face Sango as he flipped through the pages. He could not recognize the letters.

The door eased open and a human female appeared. She bowed, while she spoke, “I have come to escort you to your rooms.”

The monk laughed lightly, “That’s not necessary, we are waiting on Lady Kagome.”

“I’m sorry but I have instructions. It is past midnight and you must rise early tomorrow.” The girl kept her bent stature as she spoke with him.

Sango stood. “Very well.” She held his eyes before moving to the exit. Miroku slipped the novel into his robes, intent on reading the text he stumbled upon.

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Kagome walked quietly back to her room with her guide, Seika. The day seemed to drag on forever and though she never had the courage to ask Sesshoumaru, her heart still wondered where Inuyasha had disappeared to. A deep sigh erupted from the woman. ‘Damn these twisting halls.’ Before she knew it, the duo was standing in front of her bedroom.

Yumi and Makoto disrobed Kagome and readied her for sleep. Seika burned special incense ordered by her lord. The two wished their lady a goodnight before disappearing to their quarters. Kagome was left to stare at the ceiling and wonder about her fate. In a short amount of time, the sweet and tranquilizing aroma of the burning spices brought a deep sleep over the female.

The doors opened and a figure, clad in red robes, crept slowly in. He could smell the odor that encompassed the room and knew that Kagome had been drugged. A sound from the other side of the shoji door caught his ears. The hanyou was quick to hide, unable to smell the approaching visitor. Inuyasha chose the screen divider opposite the room, in hopes that he would not be discovered.

The gate opened, revealing a half nude Sesshoumaru, obviously ready for bed. Inuyasha instantly wondered if this was Sesshoumaru's plan all along and was ready to tear his throat out before he tortured and mutilated his body. He could hear his brother’s footsteps along the floor, and Kagome’s light breathing as she slept. What was Sesshoumaru going to do?

The hanyou caught the sound of the floor creaking under the demon’s weight, and slowly stood, peeking through the open slots lining the top. Inuyasha could not advert his eyes no matter what his mind was screaming at him. Sesshoumaru had placed his clothed body between her legs. One hand slipped between their bodies as the other reached up to separate her night hiyoku. The white robe was pulled down enough to expose her breasts. Kagome’s cries told him exactly what his brother was doing.

Clawed fingers teased the nipple closest to his hand while his mouth moved itself to bite the right. She cried out slightly and Sesshoumaru found himself liking his new game. Kagome responded so well under his touch and Inuyasha’s seething rage only fueled the youkai’s adrenaline to push ‘his’ human. Yet the prince had to admit that he was surprised Inuyasha had burst into Kagome’s room. Indeed the incense burned his nose, but he had not thought of his half-brother when his ordered the ritualistic burning.

The irony of it was enough to cause Sesshoumaru some pleasure. If Inuyasha knew that he was sealing Kagome’s soul, the hanyou would fly into a rage. The demon looked into her face, the innocent angelic features were in ecstasy as he felt her release and hearing her cries. The sealing ritual had been completed and he could rest assured that it would remain for the next thirty-two hours.

Her power had grow exponentially since the proposal. Sesshoumaru began to wonder if he had misjudged this woman. She may hold more power than he originally thought and could prove to be a useful ally in the future. However, she was breaking those seals too easily. He had to control her and teach her to control herself.

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Wow, this chapter ended up being so much longer than I had planned or even thought. Don’t expect this to be the case every time. I have not planned on a conclusion or whatnot, I’m just writing chapter to chapter, doing just an ‘end chapter goal’ (instead of an end story goal *.*). Thanks Marcia. ^^ [mlmonty ]

To get a good idea of the kimono that Kagome was wearing, see : http://harptone.m78.com/usagisakura.htm. Sango’s is very similar, however I don’t go into much detail about her garments.

Shoji - double-sided sliding doors, usually covered in rice paper.

AUL 02

2007-05-22T09:24:43Z

the second chapter of AUL. thanks mlmonty!

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An Unexpected Love

Chapter Two : The First Mark

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It was all a blur for Kagome. She vaguely remembered agreeing to marry Sesshoumaru and then she was at camp again, with him beside her. Shippou and Rin ran to greet them as the taijiya and houshi exchanged glances. Her head hurt a little and Sango’s words only echoed in her ears. She heard her concern but could not understand the reason. What had happened before then? She searched her memory and then it hit her. Inuyasha. Inuyasha had left her alone. He had went to Kikyou. Again.

It had become painfully apparent to Kagome, Miroku and Sango that Inuyasha would not keep his word, especially after the third ‘visit’. Even though he promised to stop after Sesshoumaru joined the group, Kikyou’s pull on him had more of an affect than Kagome could ever compete with. And to be honest, she was tired of trying. She didn’t want to come between them, but Inuyasha’s secrecy and constant absence became annoying and had even begun to effect their journeying. It had even started irritating Sesshoumaru. She had no choice but to say something to him.

Inuyasha blew up in her face when she finally did mention it to him. Kagome was not even able to get through her first sentence before he flew off the handle. His rage had startled her and she felt fear of him for the first time. His outburst had attracted Miroku and Sesshoumaru’s immediate attention. Kagome was grateful for their appearance but felt shame at the scene that the hanyou was causing.

The spectacle that unfolded was not pretty. Kagome tried to dissipate Inuyasha’s foul mood with apologies before a real fight ensued. However, when Sesshoumaru spoke about Inuyasha’s escapades and his inability to focus with his head, the hanyou pulled Tessaiga and challenge the demon. In the end, Inuyasha was on his back and Sesshoumaru promptly escorted the miko and houshi away for him to think about his actions. He stayed away for three days before returning. Guilt weighted heavily on Kagome after that.

“Kagome?” Sango spoke her name for the third time.

She looked up, jarred out of her thoughts, “Huh?”

Sango’s expression turned to worry. “What is wrong Kagome-chan? Did Sesshoumaru-sama hurt you?”

“Sesshoumaru-sama?” She looked for him, but the campsite was seemingly vacant. She remember his proposal and her answer. “Where is everyone?”

“Sesshoumaru-sama went to check out the surrounding area. Rin and Shippou are gathering things for our bath. You are coming, aren’t you Kagome?”

She had completely forgotten their bath. It had been five days since they had had a chance to clean themselves. Her expression light up. “Yes, of course I want to come.”

“Good,” the young woman smiled. “I already have all of your things.” Sango held up Kagome’s pink shower bag, the one her mother had packed for her.

“Will Miroku be there?” She giggled. She would have to wait and tell her friend later about her...engagement.

“He better not be!” The taijiya locked arms with her friend and pulled her to the bathing area. “He said he was going to look for Inuyasha. Come on, Rin and Shippou are there already.” The trail was short and it only took ten minutes to walk from the campsite. They could hear the children’s laughter and were greeted happily.

“Nee-chan! The water is great,” Rin’s bubbly voice floated to her. Kagome nodded and surveyed the area. They were in a small alcove with trees surrounding them, causing a natural sunroof showing the nightsky. Large rocks towered over half the spring, letting them have some shelter from prying eyes.

“Kagome-chan,” the kitsune’s voice echoed beyond the girls. He suddenly popped up beside the human. “The water is so warm. It’s just like the bathes at your home.” Kagome nodded but mentally had hope that Rin did not catch his last statement.

“Come Kagome-chan, let’s get ready for our bath.” Sango pulled the woman with her and they disappeared from the path behind the granite looming over the waters. The two women waded into the warmth, hiding their bodies. The group was ignorant to the watching figure in the trees as they continued their little celebration.

“Ahhh, isn’t it wonderful to have a hot bath?” Kagome sighed heavily. The liquid eased her aching body. The past month’s journey had been hard on them, but she held her tongue, refusing to complain in front of Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru.

Rin and Shippou were splashing around, playing a game on the other end so they wouldn't disturb Kagome and Sango. Rin’s laughter was so cheerful, Kagome found that she could never have a heavy heart around the child. Who knows what horrors she had seen traveling with Sesshoumaru. Yet that was the safest place for her.

“Yes, we must thank Sesshoumaru-sama for this rare opportunity. Who would have known that he could smell a hot spring,” Sango’s voice was filled with appreciation. “I bet Inuyasha would have never thought of this.” The statement slipped from her lips before the woman knew it.

Her friend only laughed. “You are right.” She quickly adverted her eyes. “I suppose Inuyasha could be capable of such things.” She knew that now was the time to tell her friend. Inuyasha was a thing of her past now.

“Kagome...are you okay?” She laid a hand on the young miko’s shoulder.

“Sango, I have to tell you something.” Her voice was barely above a whisper. Kagome could hear the children playing several feet to her left. “Sesshoumaru proposed and I accepted.” She shut her eyes tightly before quickly opening them.

Sango jumped up and remained standing, her mouth open, unable to speak her questions. Kagome stood up trying to pull her nude friend back into the water. The taijiya grabbed her hands stilling the miko. “I knew it! I told Miroku that you two were spending a lot of time together, but he did not want to believe me.” Her face was full of amazement. “But Kagome, are you sure about marriage? It seems, soon? And I thought that he did not really like humans?”

“I, We, What spending time?”

“Tell me what you two did?” Her friend wanted the juicy details but Kagome was a little confused.

She kept her voice low. “I haven’t done anything with Sesshoumaru-sama.” She inched closer to the female. “Sango, what do you mean by spending time together?”

“Kagome, haven’t you noticed that everywhere you are Sesshoumaru is always close by?”

The girl looked shocked. Had Inuyasha noticed this as well? She stuttered, trying to find words. “I, no, I did not know. But why?” she asked bewildered.

“Well, I was hoping you could tell me.” Sango only smiled at her friend. “Kagome, I think that Sesshoumaru-sama is a great catch. He is very honorable.” The girl was silent. “Kagome, try to forget Inuyasha.” The children could still be heard as Shippou showed Rin some water tricks. Their laughter filled the small area.

It seemed weird that Sango would be so understanding toward her predicament. Did she not understand that everything would change from then on? “Sango, I would have thought you would be more... upset than this.”

“Kagome, I only want you to be happy. Since you are still not able to stay in your world... I do not think Inuyasha is fit to protect you now. I’m sorry but I do not want to see you hurt any longer.” Sango hugged the younger girl. “I am sure that Sesshoumaru will treat you properly. But, Kagome you must be aware of their mating ceremony. Make sure that you talk to him about it first, I have heard some very awful things.”

“Huh, what do mean?” her voice squeaked.

“Well I have never heard anything about the Inu-clan mating rituals so anything I say is pure speculation.” She laughed nervously. “Please Kagome, don’t put too much into my words.” Her friend nodded. The duo sat back, gazing up at the stars above.

Kagome was consumed in her thoughts until her eyes caught a glimmer of light. “Oh, Sango, look a shooting star! Quick you have to make a wish,” Kagome clapped her hands together and closed her eyes, hoping her silent prayer would reach the Fates.

Sango looked quizzically at her friend and mimicked her actions. “Kagome-chan what do I wish for?” she whispered.

“Anything,” the girl whispered back.

The children had stopped to stare at the two older women. Shippou laughed as Rin repeated their actions. A figure in the trees smiled. It was unusual to see three human girls praying to the heavens.

Footsteps could be heard on the path before a voice called out. “Ladies, Sesshoumaru-sama has brought dinner back and it will be done shortly.” Miroku’s voice echoed into their haven.

“Very well,” Sango spoke, “we will be there shortly.” They heard the footsteps retreat back into camp and Kagome covered her mouth as she laughed. “What are you laughing about?”

“Miroku can be a gentleman when he wants.”

Sango laughed at her comment. “Yes, I suppose so. However, I suspect that it may be more because of the children.” The woman rose after the children scampered up and gathered their clothing, changing on the rocks above. “Aren’t you coming, Kagome?”

“Yes, but I want to wash my hair. I’ll be there in fifteen minutes.” She pulled her all natural shampoo from the bag and began scrubbing her head. Sango had dressed and returned to camp when Kagome began rinsing the soap from the tangled tendrils of hair. She struggled with several knots before giving up and grabbing the conditioner. It would take an extra five minutes but she had not other choice. ‘They might not even notice.’

The woman was lost in thought when Sesshoumaru cleared his throat behind her. Kagome spun around to find him standing nude in front of her. She went to cover her eyes but his hands had held her wrists in place. He sniffed her and could smell the gel in her hair and on her hands. “What is this?” the lord asked when he held her hand for a closer inspection.

Kagome had been trying to dip her body lower into the water, so that her breasts were covered by the spring, however, her fiancée caused her to still herself. “It’s conditioner. I put it in my hair to keep it clean.” The girl knew she was blushing horribly, but she was still new to this whole idea. “Um... Sesshoumaru-sama... is this part of your courting?”

He causally glanced around, making sure that they were indeed alone before returning his eyes to the female before him. Inuyasha had been gone longer than they had all thought, even Sesshoumaru. This was a perfect time to make his first mark. “Yes. Tell me, Kagome, are you not happy with Sango’s reaction?” he whispered in her ear.

She was surprised and skipped past his question. “Huh, you heard our conversation?” She felt his chest vibrate and decided that he seemed to be in a foul mood. “No, I was just surprised. Sesshoumaru-sama,” she began formally, “may I ask you some questions?”

He smirked at her. She had brains, he gave her that. The lord nodded for her to continue. “Will you explain to me the ceremony and what has to be done?” her voice was small as Kagome realized that she was clueless about what she had gotten herself into.

“There is much you need to know but it is not the time to explain everything to you.”

She pouted at his answer. “Then I suppose that would be your answer if I was to ask you about your laws or why you are willing to marry a human ...eh?” He nodded. “You aren’t going to answer any of my questions.”

“All the ones you ask take much to long to explain. Now,” he pushed her against the rock, ignoring her whimpers and moving closer to her face, “my turn for a question.” His silky voice and hot breath cooled her warm skin. “What did you wish for?” She remained submissive but silent under him. Kagome couldn’t bring herself to even speak the words under an assault like this. He nipped at her ear, throat and shoulder, each bite harder than the previous yet she still held her tongue. “Forget about Inuyasha.” He pressed his body along hers, holding the woman in place as he moved his hands down her body. The youkai felt her trembling under his touch. “Shhhh, do not be afraid. This is the first step to our mating, my love.” The tenderness in his voice calmed her as they connected eyes. “I will only place a seal and mark upon you so that everyone may know that you are mine. It will not hurt much.”

Her expression turned from concern to surprise as she felt his fingers on her. “Sesshoumaru...” her voice squeaked as she threw her arms around the demon, “what are you doing?”

“Shhh, I am placing my mark upon you.” The youkai engulfed her mouth with his, covering her screams. His fangs nipped the inside of his mouth as the youkai cut the necessary fingers releasing the necessary blood to finish tying off her aroma. The seal required nothing more than his blood to enter her, thus planting his scent on her. Sesshoumaru was only taking an extra precaution by placing a double seal. The woman squirmed under him, offering a slight annoyance. The demon lord knew that his blood must weigh heavy on her and adjusted his hold to keep her still. Her body had accepted him but what troubled the youkai was her common sense. He did not need her making a fool of him. Sesshoumaru released Kagome, breaking the intimate contact as he gazed into her hazy eyes. She was limp in his arms.

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As some of you may have figured out, I began the first chapter after some important events occurred. There are and will be clues as what happened before, so don’t worry everything will be explained. However, if you have questions, please ask them!!! I would love to answer them or maybe I haven’t even thought of it yet.

Okay, now I want to mention that I realize that the characters are slipping their titles when they speak to/about each other (ie -chan, -sama, etc). I do this because I am trying to emphasize a tone in their voice. I’m hoping it works/ed. And as hard as I may try I can’t promise to keep the characters IC (in-character). Thanks goes to Marcia(mlmonty)for being my beta.

AUL 01

2007-05-22T09:12:46Z

i got a beta so now i am re-posting the first few chapters of AUL. Thanks goes to mlmonty.

Author Notes: The original idea I was playing with was voyeurism, so be warned that I plan on attempting to write sexual situations. This work will also include lots of violence and blood. As well as some unresolved tension between some of the characters; sexual and violent tension. I’m also including torture and humiliation which leads to angst. ^^ Ha ha ha. You all think I’m crazy now. But be warned that this will not be safe reading material for anyone under the age of 18. This will be the only warning that you will get. I don’t really have a summary as I don’t know where this is going.

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An Unexpected Love
Chapter One : Inuyasha or Sesshoumaru?

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Inuyasha had left again. Kagome had lost track of how many times the hanyou had sought out Kikyou, but now it seemed she suffered even more humiliation. The distant promises that Inuyasha had made faded away like the strength of his love for her. She excused herself when Inuyasha had not shown for dinner. The inner circle had known that something was awry. Tension was thick in the air. A clueless Rin watched as Kagome disappeared into the forest. Her concerned gaze turned to her savior.

“Eat Rin,” Sesshoumaru instructed as he mapped the direction the miko had disappeared to. He knew that Inuyasha had traveled the opposite way and that she would be unguarded.

Everyone’s gazed returned to the flames. Several moments passed before Lord Sesshoumaru stood and departed the camp, heading south of Kagome’s trail. Rin’s concerns were not unfounded. The child knew the dangers of being alone, even if Kagome were a well-trained priestess, safety was in numbers. Therefore, Sesshoumaru could not ignore her silent plea but he did not want the others to have knowledge of his whereabouts. Inuyasha was sure to return shortly.

The demon moved swiftly, cutting across the terrain until he could smell her near. He closed the gap as he spoke. “What is wrong?”

The woman jumped at the sound of his voice. She quickly dried her face and turned to meet him. “Sesshoumaru-sama, wh...what are you doing out here?” His gaze told her not to skip around his question. “Nothing, I’m fine Sesshoumaru-sama.”

“Does it upset you that much when Inuyasha runs to his dead wench?”

Kagome was stunned and her guard shattered. Tears sprang to life before she could banish them. “I’m sorry to bother you Sesshoumaru-sama,” she cried as she turned quickly, intent to leaving.

The demon was at her side in a flash. He grabbed her hand, stopping her from moving further away. “Does it upset you that much when Inuyasha...”

He began repeating his question before she screamed her answer. “Yes! Yes...”

She only had time for a short answer before Sesshoumaru’s face filled her vision. “Then I will release you from your misery.” Kagome briefly had thoughts of her death before he crushed her under a submissive kiss. The young woman folded, unable to fend off his expert attack.

His tongue and lavender scent overwhelmed all of Kagome’s senses, she had become numb. The woman could feel him probe deeper, demanding she relinquish herself immediately. The feel of his fangs as it scraped along her lips, and then the taste of blood broke her in two.

She struggled slightly under his hold, grasping at her miko powers, her hands but a slight pressure against his chest. When he released her she gasped for air as he encircled her in his arms. “Sesshoumaru-sama what is wrong with you?” Her voice pleaded with him, unable to right herself after the assault.

“I can not stand by and watch as Inuyasha ruins that name of the Inu-clan. Even if he is a half demon, he is still not above the laws.”

His statement confused the girl even more. “Laws? What do you mean?”

“I will not tarnish your reputation either Kagome. I know that you are still pure and we shall follow the courts mating ceremony to perfection.” She blushed under his statement. “I am sure that you will make a fine wife and mother, especially to Rin.”

“Wha...What? Sesshoumaru, have you been hit over the head? I did not know that your distaste for humans was a facade.” She continued to try to unwind herself from him, grasping at any straw she could get.

“Be still.” His tone of voice froze her. “You can not fool me Kagome. I will give you a choice if that is what you wish. Either agree to mate with me or I shall resolve Inuyasha’s predicament myself.”

Kagome swallowed hard. Her mind went blank; all the questions were lost. ‘What had happened to make him change his mind about humans?’ She was in an uncomfortable spot. Sesshoumaru carried out his threats and he had made Inuyasha’s punishment clear enough. But could she have feelings for Inuyasha’s older brother? “Sesshoumaru-sama, even if I were to accept your proposal I do not think that I could love you. My heart belongs to Inu...”

He silenced her again, bringing a hand to her mouth. “How can you love someone who has none for you? I will not lie, humans are filthy creatures, but I am fond of you and Rin seems much happier when you are around. It pains her to see what Inuyasha does. She asks me why you are sad all the time, and I do not know an answer. I do not understand what you humans think when it comes to these emotions but you are heading down a dangerous path. Your friends see it yet you do not. I will save you from your fate, for Rin.”

“Are you saying that... that you could... come to love me?”

Her question was only a whisper and she did not meet his eyes when she spoke. Yet, Sesshoumaru had not thought beyond his words. Of course, the woman would have asked that question. She was not the stupid kind. Sesshoumaru was also not one for lying but his brother’s scent had caught his nose and the demon prince knew he would be near-by. They would be found too soon. Inuyasha did not deserve anything that was handed to him; Tessaiga or Kagome. After all, Inuyasha had run off to his dead priestess and left the live one unprotected. Foolish.

He was merely doing him a favor, he grinned inwardly. ‘Yes, that is it,’ he reasoned with himself. What would his brother do? “You are a beautiful creature, even if you are human,” his words were soft. He stroked her face, and she fell under his will. “I can love you the only way I know how. That is more than my brother can offer.” He knew Inuyasha could hear their words.

“Sesshoumaru... I do not know how to answer...” she began only to stop. Kagome was very confused. The lord was very appealing. She had to admit that she had thought about him once or twice but what about Inuyasha?

Sesshoumaru moved closer, burying his face in her neck and raven hair. It sent chills down her spine. He whispered words for her ears only, “Forget Inuyasha. I can take you away. I am the only one here for you. I am the only one in front of you.” He pulled away to stare into her eyes. “I will always be there for you. I will always protect you.”

His declaration stunned the miko. His words seemed so real and yet they had come from no where. ‘Those were Inuyasha’s words....yet...’ she sighed slightly. Inuyasha was not the one in front of her... He was not the one who had saved her. He was not the one that was there for her. Her vision was spinning and she could barely think straight.

Sesshoumaru felt Inuyasha near and could smell his boiling anger. He knew the hanyou had been watching. The time for waiting was over. “Give me your answer now, Kagome.”

His words were true. Sesshoumaru had not let her down and if Inuyasha’s brother had not been there she would have died, not once but twice. Kagome owed Sesshoumaru her life. “Yes, but.....there is something I want to do first.” He nodded for her to continue. “I want to return home. I want to say goodbye to my mother.”

The demon lord nodded, agreeing to her terms as she had to his. Their marriage contract was sealed. Inuyasha could never lay a hand on her again. He bent and placed a soft, gentle kiss on her lips. Sesshoumaru knew that his brother was rusty on the mating rituals of the nobles but he was smart enough to know what their bargain had meant. She belonged to him now. He felt his brother disappear under the brush, and knew that Kagome had been unaware to his presence.

He would be forced to leave the group tomorrow with his pack in tow. It was important to quickly break the bond between Kagome and Inuyasha. He needed to secure Kagome and have her settle in at the castle. She would have to learn to customs of the youkai court and begin dressing more appropriately. He knew that he would be ridiculed for taking a human wife, especially his first, and for walking in his father’s footsteps, but there were benefits. She was a powerful miko and held the Shikon no Tama. Those were two things that would keep the royal court youkai under his thumb.

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Well, I just left all kinds of questions unanswered. ^^ I just started jotting down this lemony idea I had about voyeurism (@ two in the morning) and then my sick and twisted mind got a hold of it....and then it turned into this and well, tell me what you think. T_T; I really have no idea where this will go but I want to have fun with it. Special thanks goes to Marcia (mlmonty).

fiery_amazon @ 2007-05-21T22:19:00

2007-05-22T03:22:15Z

ack! god is so laughing at me.... my tv has been on the fritz. first, the sounds is weird and you have to turn it all the way up to barely hear it. now, the color is all freaking. everyone looks like a smurf or the walking dead because their lips are blue.... *shudders* it's driving me crazy. now i gotta get a new tv, ~,~` i hate my luck.

feeling better

2007-05-20T18:10:43Z

okay, so yesterday my allergies killed me. don't ya know that on my first weekend off, and to myself, i get sick. just my luck. anyways, i plan on re-posting all the chapters of AUL [an unexpected love] that are revised by the end of this week. i also will hopefully have caught up on all my beta-reading too. ^^ i'm so devious~ i print them out and carry them to work. i have to sneak around a little but it's so much easier to do it there when there is nothing to do. ^^

beta busy

2007-05-19T04:57:50Z

it's been so busy for me lately. i have had to help my mom out a lot and that has taken up most of my 'me-time' - sad to say. however i have been writing - though slow it is, and i have been beta-ing mlmonty stuff [guilt; to fall into rut; overcoming insecurities] and just recently i have started on scottishfae unexpeceted endeavors. i'm having a lot of fun and as soon as all of my fics have been corrected, i will be re-posting them everywhere, hence the major hiatus that is up. however you can find the new chapters up here until then.

beta-reading

2007-05-11T02:58:56Z

so my beta is wonderful, and as such is called for, i am returning the favor; proof-reading some of her work. you can find her at a-single-spark.com. her username is mlmonty. i finished guilt and i'm working on her other (co-authored fic) to fall into rut. please go read her stuff, it's really good.

an unexpected love ch 5

2007-05-11T00:12:07Z

i'm sorry! i should have posted this this morning but i was running late for work and i had to wait! but here it is! on a side note i will be leaving this weekend to help my mom with a yard sale~! yeah, woo-hoo! anyway, a good time to write plus i have some new ideas that i want to play with.
Author Notes: The original idea I was playing with was voyeurism, so be warned that I plan on attempting to write sexual situations. This work will also include lots of violence and blood. As well as some unresolved tension between some of the characters; sexual and violent tension. I’m also including torture and humiliation which leads to angst. ^^ Ha ha ha. You all think I’m crazy now.

I don’t really have a summary as I don’t know where this is going.

Please inform me of any errors as I don’t have anyone to beta read for me. I read through it a couple of times but I -always- miss some. But hey if you want to help, please email me @ fieryamazon|gmail

Last chapter summary: Kagome now understands how her situation has become much more complex. With her lessons beginning tomorrow, can she learn to be happy and fulfill Sesshoumaru demands?

The unanswered questions so far: What is this ‘ritual’ that Sesshoumaru continues to perform on Kagome?

New characters (last chapter): created by me
Ichiro - Inu-youkai - Ichiro is the Captain of the Guard and head of Sesshoumaru’s guard. He is the only other demon that the lord feels he can trust; the two were raised like brothers. His father was a great and respected General Ukito in Inu no Taisho’s army. Ichiro is as tall as Sesshoumaru, coming only an inch below the lord. His steel armor is polish silver with red markings over the chest. His deep gray eyes matched his hair. Some say that Ichiro is the picture of a darker Sesshoumaru. His markings are a deep blue and cover his wrists, chest and face; one stripe on each cheek.

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An Unexpected Love
Chapter Five : Wonderland

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Kagome was left gasping for air when Sesshoumaru broke the kiss. In the confusion, she had not realized that they had stepped into the until well when she saw the dirt below her feet. Her sapphire eyes looked up, expecting to see a blue sky yet instead she was greeted with a faint light. In that instant, the miko knew where she was. It had worked. They had transcended time.

Kagome tried to back away quickly, hoping in some twisted way the universe would allow her to warn her family before the youkai ripped them into little pieces. However, Sesshoumaru’s arm was keeping her firmly in place and within the blink of her eye, they were above the ground, moving up the steps through the two wooden double doors.

The air smelled different and she always felt at home when she breathed in the air of her birthplace. The Goshin Boku stood only yards away and Kagome curiously peered up at the man that still held her close. His skin was on fire and she began to feel her fear rising. ‘What was he thinking?’ She did not want him to go crazy. Inuyasha never seemed to have that bad a reaction to her time.

The lord wrinkled his nose. Strange smells and sounds were assaulting him and he needed a moment to adjust. This world was strange indeed. A part of him could not grasp what the woman had spoken of and tugged at his disbelief in her. He told himself that she was crazy, delusional. But he was wrong. The ground had been replaced with rocks and he could smell the dying powers. His eyes spotted the old familiar tree and the shrine.

Kagome did not know how she would explain the current situation to her family. Or if they would even understand. And then she had to worry about Sesshoumaru killing them if he got angry. Wasn’t her life hard and complicated enough already? Just as she was desperately trying to figure a way out of the current life or death situation, faint sounds grabbed their attention.

The woman’s mouth dropped open as she saw her mother appear from the house. They locked eyes and joy spread over the elder’s features. “Kagome your home What a surprise,” she rushed, broom in hand to her daughter’s side. Her brown eyes took in Kagome’s clothes and she briefly dared to glance at the man close to her. “You brought friend, come in.”

It was a silent sign and Kagome winced. “Yes, Mom this is Sesshoumaru,” she managed to rush, deciding to skip the Inuyasha’s-brother part. Her mother nodded and lead the way to the entrance. The female tried to move ahead but Sesshoumaru’s strong hold would not relinquish. She was forced to remain by his side.

When they entered the house, the trio sat in the living area. Buyo walked up and meowed which earned a scratch from the girl. Kagome had quickly noted that Souta must have been at school and she was hoping that Grandpa was out on some crazy errand since he had not been out front. Her mother’s voice broke her scrambled thoughts. “So Kagome, how have things been?”

“Well,” she started. What would she say? It was not every day that she came home, through the well, looking so clean and regal. She sighed and tried to start over. “Well, uh, you see...” she paused again.

Sesshoumaru and her mother both waited for her to finish her sentence, yet silence hung over them. “You are Kagome’s mother?” the demon turned to face her.

“Yes,” she replied with a smile.

Before Kagome could speak, he continued. “I am please to meet you. I am Kagome’s betrothed, Lord of the Western Lands, Sesshoumaru.” Kagome’s mouth dropped open at the same time as her mother’s and both were speechless. He continued on, ignorant of their stupor, “I can assure you that I will take proper care of her. She will have the opportunity to visit often.”

She stared at her mother’s face. Kagome knew it would be a shock and had wanted to ease her mother into her impending future. “Mom.” Kagome managed to finally find her voice. Their eyes met again. “Mom, I...”

“Kagome, are you...” her mother stopped, unsure of what word she was looking for.

She stood and turned to the demon. “Please, Sesshoumaru, could you give me a moment with my mother?”

He understood that humans were emotional and decided that there was no threat in leaving her side for several minutes. The youkai stood and walked through the door they had entered earlier. He could hear Kagome’s voice as she tried to begin to explain what had happened the past week.

Sesshoumaru closed the door behind him. The wind caressed his skin and caused his hair to dance. It was indeed different. He wanted a quick glance without the woman. He moved much faster alone. In a flash, he was on top of the nearest tree, overlooking the city below. Steel, glass and concrete greeted his sharp eyes. Only moments ago, there had been trees, grass and sky. And more pleasant sounds. Tires screeched as he heard humans yelling at each other. He grunted. He indeed did not want to live in this time and the lord silently hoped that he would not live to see this either. It was disgusting.

He heard the door open and Kagome emerged from the confines of the house. Her face was a little puffy and he could smell the tears that she shed. She looked around quickly before she rushed to the shed. He chose that opportunity to descend to the ground, landing when Kagome appeared from the building.

“Sesshoumaru, where were you?” There was an urgency in her voice.

“I was only taking a look around.” He tried to calm her. “I did not go far. How is your mother?” The inquiry was a diversion from her onslaught of coming questions.

Kagome averted her eyes, blankly staring out. “I think she will be fine,” the girl replied as she chewed on her bottom lip. It had been hard to explain the truth of the situation. In the end, Kagome had opted to leave some of the details out. Her mother had asked about Inuyasha but Kagome could not explained the tangled web they were in. Instead, Kagome had told her that she had not seen him for almost a week and then asked her to not broach the subject in front of Sesshoumaru. She broke her train of thought. “Are you hungry?” she asked, meeting his eyes.

“I am interested in seeing what you eat in this time.”

Kagome laughed at his comment. “We aren’t aliens. We still eat the same things. Humans now produce food on a much larger scale than what you are used to. There are grocery stores and markets that keep the food until we go buy it,” she smiled as he nodded his understanding. He sure was more curious than Inuyasha.

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This was what got him into trouble in the first place. His damn curious nature. The hanyou growled as he continued to free his hand. When he woke, the room was dark and he was alone. Inuyasha could only assume that it was night. He had found that someone had freed his right hand and left the coffin open giving him the chance for his escape. If this was Sesshoumaru’s idea of amusement, Inuyasha had reassured himself that he would rip that smirk off his brother’s face.

After several moments, the half-demon stepped free and quickly made his way to the exit through the back, disappearing into the night. Inuyasha knew where they had gone. Sesshoumaru intended to travel to Kagome’s time and although he may have been helpless to prevent such an act, he would not let his brother destroy her world.

He stopped, ducking behind the stone wall for cover when a guard came into view. ‘Dammit.’ He didn’t have time for this. The youkai turned, walking the way he came and Inuyasha let his breath out, continuing on his way. If he pushed himself, he could make it in just under four hours. His thoughts were jumbled as he entered the forest, jumping to the tops for a slightly quicker pace.

Inuyasha had yet to figure out how exactly he was going to stop his brother, but he was the only one who stood a chance. Once he had passed into the forest near their village, the hanyou had formed a shaky plan with a couple of back-ups just in case. It seemed hopeless but he still had to try. Suddenly, a soul collector caught his eyes and halted him in his tracks. His breathing was ragged and loud as his thoughts tumbled in his head.

With only another moment’s hesitation Inuyasha darted off after the carrier. ‘What the hell was Kikyou doing this close to the village?’ She had not approached this area in a long time. There had to be a reason. Naraku flashed in his thoughts. ‘Great, the last thing I need.’

He slowed his pace when he smelled her near, preferring a quieter method. The light from the soul collectors illuminated the forest, giving an ethereal quality to everything it touched. Kikyou was resting against a large oak tree. Her eyes were closed. Her face held a serene expression.

“Kikyou,” he quietly spoke as he inched closed. His eyes moved around the forest, not sensing anyone else. ‘She must be hiding here.’ Amber orbs settled on her feature again as he settled beside her on the ground. Clawed fingers touched the clay cheek. No warmth. “Kikyou.” His words were whispered.

Her eyes fluttered open, focusing on his. “Inuyasha,” her voice was light, and he could tell she was still groggy from sleep.

“What are you doing here?”

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It had been a long day and Kagome could not wait to sleep in her own bed. The problem was that now she had a six foot tall demon that insisted on sleeping in the same room. ‘I swear, he’s as bad as Inuyasha ’ she silently fumed as her hand went to the doorknob. Kagome wasn’t sure how she was going to survive through the night. To her relief, when she entered her room ready for bed, he had taken up Inuyasha’s position by the window. The moonlight made his hair glitter and Kagome found herself captivated by his image. His gaze moved from outside the window to her as the door clicked shut.

The youkai was glad that she was unable to hear his intake of air. The spaghetti-strap top matched the capris in an elegant vintage flower print. The pinkish-reds contrasted with her pale skin and raven hair. Sesshoumaru kept his place as she approached the bed, choosing to ignore his first impression as he pretended to return his attention to the outside scenery.

Kagome kept her silence as well as she climbed into bed. The demon could hear her movements as the wood creaked and settled under her weight. After several moments, he glanced over. She was sound asleep, resting with her back to him. Curiosity overtook his senses as he stood and moved to peer into the sleeping beauty’s face. At every passing moment, Kagome had become more appealing.

Her light, rhythmical breathing echoed around the room as he stood over her for many moments. Sesshoumaru contemplated their situation. Things had seemingly gotten more difficult. Kagome’s secret was both a powerful and dangerous ally. He understood Inuyasha’s anger and the sense of urgency that had hung over him last. The hanyou had indeed been right to hide her origins.

The demon returned to his window, his thoughts consumed on his next plan of action. Before he knew it, the sun’s rays rose to greet him and Sesshoumaru was able to see the city come to life. Kagome stirred in her bed, shifting her weight as he could hear the thudding of feet that zoomed across the hall and down the stairs. Mrs. Higurashi’s voice could be heard giving commands to the little boy that darted by seconds ago. He could hear their conversation and the sound of the door shutting close behind them.

Sesshoumaru decided to investigate the lower house, leaving a still sleeping Kagome. As he stepped off the stairs, he entered the living room only to walk past into the adjoining space. He was met with a strange shiny room filled with the smell of food and humming appliances. Sesshoumaru paused long enough to scan the scenery through the window above the sink before moving on.

He entered into a hallway that connected with the front foyer and turned a left digging deeper into the house’s depths. At the end, there were two doors. The demon chose the right, opening the door to see the expanse devoid of light. His well-trained eyes squinted, focusing on the objects that littered the shelves. The odor of dried herbs and roots tingled with the musky air. He could tell that the room held secrets and decided to wait before taking a better look.

Sesshoumaru emerged into the hallway intent on investigating whatever was behind the second door. When he opened the wooden slab, a majestic garden graced his eyes. It felt as if he was stepping back into his childhood. Red flowers greeted him bringing thoughts of his mother to life. Running water could be heard as birds chirped above his head. He caught his breath for the second time. ‘What the hell is going on?’ Had he stepped back in time? Sesshoumaru could have sworn that his father had destroyed his mother’s garden long ago.

“Sesshoumaru?” Kagome’s voice made him turn. He was stunned with his mask completely gone. They locked eyes and the girl witnessed Sesshoumaru’s flood of emotions. The demon stood frozen unable to move as his mother filled his vision. She stood behind the woman in the doorframe. “Sesshoumaru?”

“Mother?” She faded away, leaving Kagome, still in her pajamas, alone again. He had heard her voice, there was no denying it. Was he going crazy? Had the time difference began wearing his mental state down?

“Sesshoumaru,” she spoke again as she quickly moved to his side. “Sesshoumaru are you okay? What happened?” Her hand went to touch his arm and he suddenly jerked. She knew she had caught his attention this time. ‘Had he seen his mother?’

Amber eyes focused on the female. Raven hair, porcelain skin, rosy lips and eyes that you could drown in. There was a long silence before he spoke. “What is the meaning of this garden?”

Sesshoumaru’s question threw her for a loop. “The garden? But what does the garden have to do with...”

He grabbed her furious that she was continuing this facade. “Do not play with me woman. I have lost my patience and you will not like me when I am angry.”

Kagome winced, not from pain but from his words. ‘Why was he so angry? What was he talking about?’ She took a deep breath trying to recall his question. The garden...her grandfather knew more about it’s history than she did. She had never listened when he rambled on and on. She had heard all his stories before. Kagome had to quickly remember the stories that filled her imagination when she was a younger girl yet it was no good. She could not remember anything but silly folklore full of goblins and faeries. Suddenly she realized that the things she believed to be fantasy could have in fact been true.

He growled, his resolve quickly fading. Anger began boiling up, filling his veins, Sesshoumaru could barely continue on. In an instant, he had Kagome pinned against him as he devoured her mouth and tongue. She struggled but found it useless under his iron-tight hold. It had been apparent that the demon had lost control of himself. His emotions had been bottled up too long.

When the kiss ended, Kagome tried to pull away but found that difficult. Her breathing was heavy and she panted trying to catch air. “Sess...hou...maru...”

The demon took her hand leading her deeper into the trained growth. The still stunned woman could only follow as she tried to desperately form any question in her mind. ‘What would have made him that upset?’ However much her curiosity tugged at her thoughts, Kagome knew that she certainly could not ask the temperamental demon outright. It was strange, he seemed to know where he was going.

They abruptly stopped and Kagome found herself near the edge of the grounds. The tall wooden fence surrounded the whole property, cutting off the outside city sights. She could feel tension ease out of his body. ‘What had he expected to find?’ Sesshoumaru turned to her, under control again. She quickly asked him again before he could break her out of her resolution. “Sesshoumaru, are you okay? Do you feel sick?” She was afraid that the time distortion may have started effecting him.

He shook his head. “No, I am fine. I am sorry for frightening you earlier.” He peered back to the wall. It had just been an illusion. Sesshoumaru had been fooled. His eyes turned to her. “Do you know anything about this garden?”

She shook her head no. “But my grandfather knows all the myths about the shrine.” She turned to glance back to the house. “He should be home soon. Do you want to wait inside?” He nodded but before he could speak, Kagome’s stomach growled announcing it’s presence.

Sesshoumaru smiled. “Good. Now let’s get you some food.” He took her arm and the two found their way back to the kitchen.

Kagome sat him down at the table as she fished through the cabinets and pantry, bringing out various boxes and a container of colored water, setting everything in front of him. “What would you like to eat?”

The lord had thought that human dishes would never touch his tongue, yet he had been proven wrong when Kagome insisted on him eating Mrs. Higurashi’s ‘special homemade chicken and rice casserole’ the night before. To his surprise, it had not been as bad as he would have thought. Sesshoumaru found himself liking humans and their exotic dishes. It was a pleasant change and yet it still seemed natural. But what to pick. “I do not know.”
Kagome laughed at his response. “Okay, well my cooking is not as good as my mother’s but I can try.” She said as she rolled up her sleeves. Sesshoumaru stared at the items on front of them. She pour the red liquid into a glass and handed it to him. Sharp eyes did not move from the colored substance. “It’s okay to drink it. It’s juice.” She poured herself a glass as well before downing half.

He watched her actions before repeating them himself. The juice was sweet and yet he found it irresistible. “What is this beverage?”

“It’s a juice that is really popular with the kids today.” He studied her movements. She had started breaking eggs open to set them aside before mixing the contents of the boxes from earlier in another bowl. “I hope you like eggs and pancakes.”

He nodded although Sesshoumaru was not sure what ‘eggs and pancakes’ were or whether he would indeed like them. The demon had to admit that he did like the watching the woman as she busied herself, relaxing her guard. Sesshoumaru did not want to hurt her and when he realized how he truly felt the demon could no longer hide it from himself. He had, in some degree, fallen in love with the one before his eyes. How and when it happened was still a mystery but it was one he was willing to let go. He did not need answers anymore.

Kagome’s secret had been discovered and he could see her begin to relax. Her bright personality has shown itself more with each passing day. Their relationship would move forward and Sesshoumaru felt that he might attain happiness. Kagome was an understanding partner with loyalty and compassion. And in time, he would gain her love as well. She was a perfect mate for him because in the end, he demanded nothing less.

Lost in his thoughts, Sesshoumaru was surprised when Kagome’s laughter broke him. He smelled the ‘eggs and pancakes’ but could only stare dumbly at the plate before him. “Do you want syrup or whip cream?” He glanced at hers and saw it covered in a liquid. “You want to try it first?” she questioned as she saw the direction his eyes were looking. Kagome cut the patty and dipped it into the sweet sauce. “Here,” she said as she leaned forward, her other hand cupped under the precious morsel. “Open up.”

Sesshoumaru paused before leaning in as well, opening his mouth to accept her creation. He was again surprised. It was delicious. “Hmmm, this is sweet. I am very impressed with your world Kagome.” His voice dropped low and it sent chills down her spine. “I would very much like to have this ‘syrup’.”

Kagome blushed and quickly pulled her hand away, wanting to break his gaze and thanking whatever god above for the distraction. She poured a great amount onto his pancakes as he began testing the eggs. She hid her smile behind a hand as she began eating too. It dawned on Kagome that this was probably the first time Lord Sesshoumaru had ever eaten eggs or pancakes.

The rest of the breakfast was eaten in silence as they both enjoyed modern food. After the meal, Kagome went to change. She called Sesshoumaru upstairs to scrutinized his appearance, circling him while making faces. “Well, we can’t let you go outside looking like that. The men in our time don’t dress as... well as handsome as you do. But we don’t have any clothing for you either.”

Sesshoumaru growled a little. “There is nothing wrong with my appearance.”

“Of course not,” she hurriedly replied, “but here people will stare at you and we don’t really want to draw their attention to a six foot demon walking around.” Kagome had hoped that she could reason with Sesshoumaru. ‘It’s bad enough that it will be impossible to hide your markings.’ She changed the subject quickly. “I just thought that you would like to see what the city was like.” She smiled sweetly.

Although Sesshoumaru was suspicious, he agreed with her motives. He had to allow the woman some free rein over him. If he was to see and learn about Kagome’s world then he would need to explore and that called for ‘dressing appropriately’. She squealed at his response. He was so agreeable. ‘Unlike Inuyasha.’ Her smile faltered. Why did her mind always return to that hanyou? She pushed those thoughts aside, deciding to concentrate on her husband-to-be.

Sesshoumaru was distracted as the front door opened, not noticing her faltering. He could hear the shuffle of footsteps as they came closer. An elderly man appeared before their eyes. The trio stood frozen, Kagome and her grandfather unsure of what to do next as Sesshoumaru recognized his ceremonial clothing.

“Grandpas,” Kagome began.

“Kagome, what is going on?” he exclaimed as he stared at the demon. He knew what the creature in front of him was and only a sliver of what destruction he could rain down.

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Inuyasha awoke with a start. The moon hung high in the night sky, dimly lighting the forest. For a brief second, he could not remember where he was or what had happened? The forest around him seemed to sway with the light wind as it caressed him. He stood, leaning heavily against the tree for support. Something tugged at him. His eyes concentrated on the empty spot to his right. The void seemed to stretch before him as he realized Kikyou had disappeared again.

However, Inuyasha knew that she could not have gone far. The barrier was still erected, concealing their location from prying eyes. ‘Why did she leave cover?’ The hanyou sniffed the air. The odor of earth lingered in the air as he let his nose do the guiding. He emerged from the tree line. The river snaked along as he spotted the red and white of Kikyou’s clothing.

As quickly and quietly as he could, Inuyasha moved to her side, intent on drilling her with questions. What was she doing so close to the village? Why did she leave the barrier? Kikyou turned to met his eyes as he stood a few feet away. The silence was drawn out before he whispered her name. “Kikyou.”

“Inuyasha,” she whispered back. He knew she was waiting, waiting for him to continue, but Inuyasha could not find his voice though his lips moved. She reached for his hand and pulled him gently with her as she walked to the serene waters. All Inuyasha could do was numbly follow her. The urgent thoughts and questions had slipped through his fingers as they entered the warm summer waters.

The surrounding scenery began to ripple again, fading in and out as Inuyasha tried to keep his eyes open and focused. Confusion consumed him as he lost the ability to decipher reality from illusions. He was lost in the web that had been set.

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Kagome sat under the Goshin Boku staring up through the branches into the starry night sky. The city sounds gave her mixed feelings and she found herself yearning for the gentle hum of crickets. Her mind was burdened with the events of the last few weeks. How would she make it through this time? Memories of Inuyasha flooded her thoughts; his words, his actions.

“Don’t worry, Kagome, I am here with you. We can make it through anything.”

A deep sigh erupted from her. She could not count on him. She was alone. She closed her eyes as her time with Inuyasha washed over her. It seemed like a hopeless situation. The one her heart truly called for had abandoned her, choosing instead a clay pot. Anger flared as tears fell. Never had Kagome been so empty. Her heart sagged in her chest as she could only continue on in her silent hell. She should at least be grateful that Sesshoumaru held some sliver of interest in her.

Sesshoumaru had to pull himself out of her heavenly image. The Mandarin style clothing complimented her to no extent. The satiny aqua coupled with the soft honey yellow and trim made her raven hair, rosy lips, and blue eyes more prominent. He was becoming lost in this human female. He had to break this hold, free himself. “Kagome,” the name slipped out unbidden by the demon. Her train of thoughts halted when she heard him.
She peered up to see his amber eyes on her. “Sesshoumaru,” she whispered as she abruptly stood. Kagome cursed herself, hoping that he would not be able to sense or smell despair. “Umm, what are you doing?” she asked as she tried to make the atmosphere lighter. The white yukata was leaving little to the imagination.

He moved to quickly grab her arm, restraining her from moving further away. He could not wait any longer. Within the hour, the bond that he had formed would have vanished and the delicate time line that they were following would be disrupted. Everything would have to begin again and Sesshoumaru was not that patient. “What are you thinking about?”

“Thinking about?” Kagome blinked as she could only repeat his words as he inched himself closer. Inuyasha had vanished from her thoughts and the woman could not remember any worries as their lips met. His hands pulled her against his chest. The light yukata was open and revealed his chest. Kagome could feel the demon’s soft skin and could not help but let her hands roam over the muscles. She longed for things that she had not known exist as Sesshoumaru deepened the kiss.

A soft moan escaped her throat. It broke the shaky resolve that the demon had been holding back. The deadline was approaching quickly. Sesshoumaru broke the kiss, wrapping his arms around Kagome’s waist as the two moved up into the branches of the sacred tree. His hand caressed her neck and followed the cloth that was open, which revealed the swell of her breasts. He trailed kisses down, unbuttoning the top to bare her taught nipples.

Lost in his touch, Kagome could only surrender as the overwhelming sensations Sesshoumaru had unearthed inside her. She wrapped her arms around his neck, filling her hands with the hair at the base of his head. His hand slipped under her bottoms. Kagome jumped, startled by his forward contact. She only hesitated slightly before urging him on, drowning in the pleasure he was creating. She wanted more.

Sesshoumaru wasted no time, cutting his finger so that he could mingle their blood again. His fingers teased momentarily before entering inside. Kagome was surprised and jerked under him. The demon found that he had to tightened his hold on her, he needed her still. “Kagome,” his voice was husky and deep as he demanded her to look at him.

Her eyes fluttered open. She pulled on the hair in her hands, not wanting to listen anymore. He growled and roughly devoured her mouth and his fingers continued their assault. Her release racked the woman’s body as she went limp in his arms. A smile played across her features and her eyes closed into a dreamless sleep.

~ . o . O . o . ~

I now have someone helping me Yay a beta after all So I will fix any errors that were in the previous chapters. If it’s something important then I will make a note that you might want to re-read it. Thanks to Marcia for the help. She’s great because she’s also helping me with another one of my fics as well I love kind people. Kind people beta, rate and review. Hey at least do one @,@ And thanks to Karen Kane for helping me clear up the yukata confusion ^^

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Yukata - en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kimono

Okay, so to clear up anything.... Kagome is only able to remember one of Sesshoumaru’s little “meetings”; and I’m referring to chapter two when Kagome was bathing. For the other two she was sedated by the incense. Just in case anyone forgot!

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i love sittin at home on the weekends and relaxing, going out if i want to - movies and whatnot. but this weekend will be horrible. my little sister and her boyfriend are coming in and i have to babysit them at the music concert this month. memphis in may....woot! just think... i could be writing or better. oh and i am working on getting gates chapter 2 re-posted - expect that in two days tops. unexpected love chapter 5 is almost done to.

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lots-o-bunnies, unexpected love ch.2

2007-04-09T01:08:40Z

happy easter!

hey everyone! i hope today isn't too cold for you. i only have a little update. i started writing a new and work; An Unexpected Love. it's full of smut and lots of other stuff. ^^ you must be 18 or older to read.

updated / 04.19.07

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An Unexpected Love
Chapter Two : The First Mark

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It was all a blur for Kagome. She had vaguely remembered agreeing to marry Sesshoumaru and then she was at the camp again, with him beside her. Shippou and Rin ran to greet them as the taijiya and houshi exchanged glances. Her head hurt a little and Sango’s words only echoed in her ears. She could hear her concern but could not understand the reason. What had happened before then? She searched her memory and then it hit her. Inuyasha. Inuyasha had left her alone. He had went to Kikyou. Again.

It had become painfully apparent to Kagome, Miroku and Sango that Inuyasha would not keep his word, especially after the third ‘visit’. Even though he promised to stop after Sesshoumaru joined the group, Kikyou’s pull on him had more of an affect than Kagome could ever compete with. And to be honest, she was tired of trying. She didn’t want to come between them, but Inuyasha’s secrecy and constant absence became annoying and had even begun to effect their journeying. It had even started irritating Sesshoumaru. She had no choice but to say something to him.

Inuyasha blew up in her face when she finally did mention it to him. Kagome was not even able to get through her first sentence before he flew off the handle. His rage had startled her and she felt her fear of him for the first time. His outburst had attracted Miroku and Sesshoumaru’s immediate attention. Kagome was grateful for their appearance but felt shame at the scene that the hanyou was causing.

The spectacle that unfolded was not pretty. Kagome tried to dissipate Inuyasha’s foul mood with apologies before a real fight ensued. However, when Sesshoumaru spoke about Inuyasha’s escapades and his inability to focus with his head, the hanyou pulled Tessaiga and challenge the demon. In the end, Inuyasha was on his back and Sesshoumaru promptly escorted the miko and houshi away for him to think about his actions. He stayed away for three days before returning. Guilt weighted heavily on Kagome after that.

“Kagome?” Sango spoke her name for the third time.

She looked up, jarred out of her thoughts, “Huh?”

Sango’s expression turned to worry. “What is wrong Kagome-chan? Did Sesshoumaru-sama hurt you?”

For the remainder of the work, please see it at Adult Fanfiction.net or An Unexpected Love

oh nevermind.... here it is.

“Sesshoumaru-sama?” She looked for him, but the campsite was seemingly vacant. She remember his proposal and her answer. “Where is everyone?”
“Sesshoumaru-sama went to check out the surrounding area. Rin and Shippou are gathering things for our bath. You are coming, aren’t you Kagome?”

She had completely forgotten their bath. It had been five days since they had had a chance to clean themselves. Her expression light up. “Yes, of course I want to come.”

“Good,” the young woman smiled. “I already have all of your things.” Sango held up Kagome’s pink shower bag, the one her mother had packed for her.

“Will Miroku be there?” She giggled. She would have to wait and tell her friend later about her...engagement.

“He better not be!” The taijiya locked arms with her friend and pulled her to the bathing area. “He said he was going to look for Inuyasha. Come on, Rin and Shippou are there already.” The trail was short and it only took ten minutes to walk from the campsite. They could hear the children’s laughter and were happily greeted.

“Nee-chan! The water is great,” Rin’s bubbly voice echoed to her. Kagome nodded and served the area. It was a small alcove with trees surrounding them to leave a natural sunroof to the nightsky. Large rocks towered over half the spring, letting them have some shelter from prying eyes.

“Kagome-chan,” the kitsune’s voice echoed beyond the girl. He suddenly popped up beside the human. “The water is so warm. It’s just like the bathes at your home.” Kagome nodded but mentally had hope that Rin did not catch his last statement.

“Come Kagome-chan, let’s get ready for our bath.” Sango pulled the woman with her and they disappeared from the path behind the granite looming over the waters. The two women then waded into the warmth, hiding their bodies. The group was ignorant to the watching figure in the trees as they continued their little celebration.

“Ahhh, isn’t it wonderful to have a hot bath....” Kagome sighed heavily. The liquid eased her aching body. The past month’s journey had been hard on them, but she held her tongue, refusing to complain in front of Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru.

Rin and Shippou were splashing around, playing a game on the other end so as to not disturb Kagome and Sango. Rin’s laughter was so cheerful, Kagome found that she could never have a heavy heart around the child. Who knows what horrors she has seen traveling with Sesshoumaru. Yet that was the safest place for her.

“Yes, we must thank Sesshoumaru-sama for this rare opportunity. Who would have known that he could smell a hot spring,” Sango’s voice was filled with appreciation. “I bet Inuyasha would have never thought of this.” The statement slipped from her lips before the woman knew it.

Her friend only laughed. “You are right.” She quickly adverted her eyes. “I suppose Inuyasha could be capable of such things.” She knew that now was the time to tell her friend. Inuyasha was a thing in the past for her now.

“Kagome...are you okay?” She laid a hand on the young miko’s shoulder.

“Sango, I have to tell you something.” Her voice was above a whisper. Kagome could still hear the children playing several feet to her left. “Sesshoumaru proposed and I accepted.” She shut her eyes tightly before quickly opening them.

Sango jumped up, and remained standing. Her mouth open, unable to speak her questions. Kagome stood up, trying to pull her nude friend back into the water. The taijiya grabbed her hands, stilling the miko. “I knew it! I told Miroku that you two were spending a lot of time together, but he did not want to believe me.” Her face was full of amazement. “But Kagome, are you sure about marriage? It seems...soon? And I thought that he did not really like humans?”

“I... We... What spending time?”

“Tell me what you two did?” Her friend wanted the juicy details but Kagome was a little confused.

She kept her voice low. “I haven’t done anything with Sesshoumaru-sama.” She inched closer to the female. “Sango, what do you mean by spending time together?”

“Kagome, haven’t you noticed that everywhere you are Sesshoumaru is always close by?”

The girl looked shocked. Had Inuyasha noticed this as well? She stuttered, trying to find words. “I... I... No, I did not know. But why?” she asked bewildered.

“Well, I was hoping you could tell me.” Sango only smiled at her friend. “Kagome, I think that Sesshoumaru-sama is a great catch. He is very honorable.” The girl was silent. “Kagome, try to forget Inuyasha.” The children could still be heard as Shippou showed Rin some water tricks. Their laughter filled the small area.

It seemed weird that Sango would be so understanding toward her predicament. Did she not understand that everything would change from then on? “Sango, I would have thought you would be more... upset than this.”

“Kagome I only want you to be happy. Since you are no longer able to return to your world... I do not think Inuyasha is fit to protect you now. I’m sorry but I do not want to see you hurt any longer.” Sango hugged the younger girl. “I am sure that Sesshoumaru will treat you properly. But Kagome you must be aware of their mating ceremony. Make sure that you talk to him about it first, I have heard some very awful things.”

“Huh, what do mean?” her voice squeaked.

“Well I have never heard anything about the Inu-clan mating rituals so anything I say is pure speculation.” She laughed nervously. “Please Kagome, don’t put too much into my words.” Her friend nodded. The duo sat back, gazing up at the stars above.

Kagome was consumed in her thoughts until her eyes caught a glimmer or light. “Oh, Sango, look a shooting star! Quick you have to make a wish,” Kagome clapped her hands together and closed her eyes, hoping her silent prayer would reach the Fates.

Sango looked quizzically at her friend and mimicked her actions. “Kagome-chan what do I wish for?” she whispered.

“Anything,” the girl whispered back.

The children had stopped to stare at the two older women. Shippou laughed as Rin repeated their actions. The figure in the trees smiled. It was unusual to see three human girls praying to the heavens.

Footsteps could be heard on the path before a voice called out. “Ladies, Lord Sesshoumaru-sama has brought dinner back and it will be done shortly.” Miroku’s voice echoed into their haven.

“Very well,” Sango spoke, “we will be there shortly.” They heard the footsteps retreat back into camp and Kagome covered her mouth as she laughed. “What are you laughing about?”

“Miroku can be a gentleman when he wants.”

Sango laughed at her comment. “Yes I suppose so. However I suspect that it may be more because of the children.” The woman rose after the children scampered up and had gathered their clothing, changing on the rocks above. “Aren’t you coming Kagome?”

“Yes, but I want to wash my hair. I’ll be there in fifteen minutes.” She pulled her all natural shampoo from the bag and began scrubbing her head. Sango had dressed and retreated to the camp when she began rinsing the soap from the tangled tendrils of hair. She struggled with several knots before giving up and grabbing the conditioner. It would take an extra five minutes but she had not other choice. ‘They might not even notice.’

The woman was lost in thought when Sesshoumaru cleared his throat behind her. Kagome spun around to find him standing nude in front of her. She went to cover her eyes but his hands had held her wrists in place. He sniffed her and could smell the gel in her hair and on her hands. “What is this?” the lord asked when he held her hand for a closer inspection.

Kagome had been trying to dip her body lower into the water, so that her breasts were covered by the spring, however, her fiancée had seen to failures. “It’s conditioner. I put it in my hair to keep it clean.” The girl knew she was blushing horribly, but she was still new to this whole idea. “Um... Sesshoumaru-sama... is this part of your courting?”

He causally glanced around, making sure that they were indeed alone before returning his eyes to the female before him. Inuyasha had been gone longer than they had all thought, even Sesshoumaru. This was a perfect time to make his first mark. “Yes. Tell me, Kagome, are you not happy with Sango’s reaction?” he whispered in her ear.

She was surprised and skipped past his question. “Huh, you heard our conversation?” She felt his chest vibrate and decided that he seemed to be in a foul mood. “No I was just surprised. Lord Sesshoumaru-sama,” she began formally, “may I ask you some questions?”

He smirked at her. She had brains, he gave her that. The lord nodded for her to continue. “Will you explain to me the ceremony and what has to be done?” her voice was small as Kagome realized that she was clueless about what she had gotten herself into.

“There is much you need to know but it is not the time to explain everything to you.”

She pouted at his answer. “Then I suppose that would be your answer if I was to ask you about your laws or why you are willing to marry a human ...eh?” He nodded. “You aren’t going to answer any of my questions.”

“All the ones you ask take much to long to explain. Now,” he pushed her against the rock, ignoring her whimpers and moving closer to her face, “my turn for a question.” His silky voice and hot breath cooled her warm skin. “What did you wish for?” She remained submissive but silent under him. Kagome couldn’t bring herself to even speak the words under an assault like this. He nipped at her ear, throat and shoulder, each bite harder than the previous yet she still held her tongue. “Forget about Inuyasha.” He pressed his body along hers, holding the woman in place as he moved his hands down her body. The youkai felt her trembling under his touch. “Shhhh, do not be afraid. This is the first step to our mating, my love.” The tenderness in his voice calmed her as they connected eyes. “I will only place a seal and mark upon you so that everyone may know that you are mine. It will not hurt much.”

Her expression turned from concern to surprise as she felt his fingers on her. “Sesshoumaru...” her voice squeaked as she threw her arms around the demon, “what are you doing?”

“Shhh, I am placing my mark upon you.” The youkai engulfed her mouth with his, covering her screams. His fangs nipped the inside of his mouth as the youkai cut the necessary fingers. The seal required nothing more than his blood to enter her, thus planting his scent on her. Sesshoumaru was only taking an extra precaution by placing a double seal. The woman squirmed under him, offering a slight annoyance. The demon lord knew that his blood must weigh heavy on her and adjusted his hold to keep her still. Her body had accepted him but what troubled the youkai was her common sense. He did not need her making a fool of him. Sesshoumaru released Kagome, breaking the intimate contact as he gazed into her hazy eyes. She was limp in his arms.

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Okay, now I want to mention that I realize that the characters are slipping their titles when they speak to/about each other (ie -chan, -sama, etc). I do this because I am trying to emphasize a tone in their voice. I’m hoping it works/ed. And as hard as I may try I can’t promise to keep the characters IC (in-character).

Did you guess who was in the trees watching Kagome, Sango, Rin and Shippou?